KDENSE - 4.29

Still empty pockets
And empty hearted
Now I can't lie its been hard to continue what you started
You told me all of our losses are just a lesson
But what good is all these blessings
If all we left with is an empty garden
Can a flower bloom in the midst of darkness
Calling out to you for the truth in all this
I'd be the first to admit that I'm far from flawless
If god is really an artist
Then why the fuck he erase his drawings
That's just anger pain and resentment talking
I lost my faith when I seen you laying inside that coffin
Shit
I still ain't took the time to cry about it
I'm bad with showing emotion had to survive without it
Swear
Although my vision getting cloudy
I just hope that I ain't overstep my boundaries
I ain't want no one around me
Since you passed away
Hard to accept the fact you were snatched away
Not even covid could help me mask the pain
And smoking couldn't do it either
It's like each puff that I took
Would take all the feelings deeper
I tried to drown it out with liquor but I ain't a drinker
Being undervalued has always made me an over thinker
I'm partially jealous because heaven gets to keep ya
And the kids I have will never get to meet ya
You the one that shaped my features
And you taught me wrong from right
I wish that I could thank you
For the times you saved my life
I think about you every night
Yeah

Written by:
Ricky Rodriguez

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