Beaner - no time like tHe present

I gotta figure out what's inside of me
As well as what's in sight of me
At times I hear violent screams, things reminding me
Of times I was buying weed buying black buying grief
With the money from flipping burgers
Im talking popping grease
I did what I wanted and nothing bothered me
That wasn't the route obviously
I loved the darkness honestly
Demons was on a shopping spree
Wasn't on the market the devil tried robbery
He thought he had me, I heard his mockery
I served him the method of Socrates
Then opened up to the holy and motherly
God, Jah, or Allah either way I'm honoring the name and the love she's harboring
Thanking her for this artistry
Im merged its not just a part of me
Eye got the vision but its hard to see
With these walls, men bordering
Still the highest power oversees
After life I'll be a martyry
Its the evil I'm targeting
But dudes is still talking cheese
All they want is green
All I want is trees to grow a thousand feet
We can live free just stop doubting me
Stop doubting me, stop doubting me
It ain't no doubt in me, it ain't no
Im here for a muhfuckin reason
Best believe it
And thus far Ive only been MC'n
But what Im seeing in the future is production credits
And photography with some dope edits
And so much more but I'm gon' get it when I get it
Gotta remind myself to focus on what matters and scrape the excess
This journey is a personal one
Who the fuck Im tryna impress?
I gotta lift myself before I can help anyone else get lifted
Uh I know you feel this realness, peel this back
No need for a cap, I been lost my mind
But Ive gained wisdom
Take a minute to listen
To a kid who sometimes feels dirty
But knows His soul shines not just glistens
I could've died
Thats why I'm grateful for each moment that I'm living
Black smoke gave me blurry vision
But now this shit is vivid
Life's a tough bitch, but I'm driven
Taking punches my chin is crimson
Yeah I'm running passed the finish
Yeah I'm running passed the finish
Cuz once a battle is overcome there's another one
Get ready son
Life will hit you with downs and ups
You'll feel it when you're outta luck
No need to duck, take the hit
Take it for what it is
Make sure its nothing but truth in the spliff
And if you gotta take an L
Burn it down and find answers in the asHes
I had to use mine on this canvas
This art is from the heart it helps me manage
I could've been trippin addicted
Causing Havoc
MorpHing to a savage
BuncH of madness
But I'd rather
Be who I'm supposed to be
Be who I'm supposed to be
Be who I'm supposed to be
Be who I'm supposed to be
If you don't really love me don't get close to me
If it ain't truly love don't get close to me
If you ain't doing it for the love don't get close to me
Understand I am over it

Written by:
Juan Pinon

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