Elizabeth Chada - Trauma

I have a shrapnel-filled soul
Left over from the battles I've been through
I don't mean to war against you
But my defenses are up
I have landmines in my mind
Going off without any warning
Every thought so close to exploding
Keeping us apart
I hate that I am constantly fighting
Not living, I am only surviving
Each step and breath feel like I am dying
And the war rages on
And on
People feel like enemies
Even when they try to love me
Their love is like a weapon against me
Breaking down my walls
Love breaks down my walls
I hate that I am constantly fighting
Not living, I am only surviving
Each step and breath feel like I am dying
And the war rages on
The war rages on
I wish that I was brave enough
To leave the war behind
I've been fighting all my life
To find some peace of mind
And there are moments when I think that peace is possible
It's hard to believe
It's hard to have hope
And I need hope
Not living, I am only surviving
Each step and breath feel like I am dying
And the war rages on
The war rages on
I have a shrapnel-filled soul
Left over from the battles I've been through
I don't mean to war against you
But my defenses are up

Written by:
Elizabeth Chada

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