Owen Behnke - Heart Ache

I wouldn't say I'm depressed
But I had to rip my feelings for you out of my chest
Two different people tryna understand each other
But the fact is we were just a time bomb ticking to blast
And I didn't want to have to write this
Didn't want to give the situation anymore attention
Cause now we're going on years passing by and
I just want to make it clear this is not love song
Not a love song
Yea
Being anxiety ridden is honestly such a terrible way to be living
You were always being you and I was always in my feelings
Wether or not you were the cause of all those feelings you could prolly debate
But I know for a fact you were the cause of the aches
And while we were together deep down I knew that being with you
Was never gonna work
But all I wanted was to truck on through
Cause I loved you
And I woulda gave my heart cut in two
To end up with you
I hate to think about
How I cared for you
Cause now I just don't
And you have moved on
So all the time that we spent is just gone
I'm sorry but I feel like I was just simply a pawn
And I always tried harder than you
Lemme spin that
You never cared more than me
Why you breaking up just to comeback and bother me
It's like for awhile you were straight up
Just taunting me
Sending random pictures to my phone
When all I wanted was for you to leave me alone
Your immaturity isn't pretty when shown
This ship hasn't sailed it has flown
And now there's nothing left but heart ache
Dead space
Blank face
Days blurring together lately
Slipping slowly
Watch myself turn ghostly
And since you left me
I've been fading
Fake and skating on the edge debating
Now there's nothing left but heart ache
Now there's nothing left but heart ache
Now there's nothing left but heart ache
Now theres nothing left but heart ache yea
Now theres nothing left but heart ache
Nothing left but heart ache
I wouldn't say I'm depressed
Just a bunch of nothing that I feel inside of my chest
Since you stabbed me in the back I can't trust no one
And I know that's often said but I'm not speaking for fun
How come told me that you missed me and you wanna a rerun
But everytime that we hung out you told me we couldn't be
Running to my car like you were trying not to be seen
Guess you fooled me twice and that means that it's all on me
I guess I never thought that you would take advantage of me
I guess I'm really dumb for letting you be so close to me
I'll never let somebody do that again to me
Cause now I'm so messed up that I don't even want a fiancée for me
I was left standing there confused
you lied to me a bunch of times and I felt really used
I definitely made mistakes
But I never was a liar
You should make yourself a flyer
"I just like to use"
In big print so they're not confused
And how come the only time I felt like you cared
Is when you were drunk from the booze
I'm so done with all the love stuff
Time to put it down like a sick dog
And I know i should've left you
The first time it was thought of
I guess it was just a lesson that I had to learn through tough love
And now there's nothing left but heart ache
Dead space
Blank face
Days blurring together lately
Slipping slowly
Watch myself turn ghostly
And since you left me
I've been fading
Fake and skating on the edge debating
Now there's nothing left but heart ache
Now there's nothing left but heart ache

Written by:
Owen Behnke

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