Charlie Frecka - Homesick

I saw my mama holding back her tears as hard as she could
I saw the pain deep in her eyes and that's when I understood
That everything was gonna change and that it wouldn't be good
That things were taking a turn but not in the way that they should
It was a sunny afternoon the day that everything changed
Me and my friends were hanging out like any regular day
That's when my mama came to me and then she pulled me aside
And I could tell something was wrong just by the look in her eyes
She told me, "You should get as much as you can out of this week"
Right at that moment I could slowly feel my heart start to sink
I had a feeling that it wouldn't be too long 'fore we leave
It was so much for me to process that I couldn't believe
And still the tension was rising although I wanted to stay
That's when my parents came and told me we had no other way
I had a week to say goodbye before we hopped on a plane
Knowing even if I go back it'd never feel the same
Knowing even if I go back it'd never feel same, yeah (Mmm)
It'd never feel the same (It'd never feel the same)
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick
Russia where my childhood took place
A place that I really know
A place I can call my own
A place I can call my home, yeah
A place I can call my home
I was born and raised in Russia
Spent all my days in Russia
Felt love and hate in Russia
Felt joy and pain in Russia
Had my whole life in Russia
Spent all my time in Russia
All day and night in Russia
We laughed and cried in Russia
I wake up everyday and still feel like I'm stuck in a dream
We left so suddenly I never got the closure I need
My life in Russia was the only future that I could see
And now I haven't got a clue, I don't know where I should be
I got so many questions
Thoughts that I cannot deafen
I think I'm falling under the weight of this depression
Now I got no direction
Got pain I cannot lessen
I see somebody broken and lost in my reflection
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
I been losing my focus, struggling to find a motive
I been losing hope while my doubts just keep growing
Tryna take a step but don't know where I'm going
I'm tryna
I'm tryna, yeah
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick (Mmm)
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick (Mmm)
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick (Yeah)
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick
Tryna feel just fine but I'm homesick
Tryna feel alright but I'm homesick
I'm just tryna get by but I'm homesick
But I'm homesick, but I'm homesick

Written by:
Charles Frecka

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