Key Controversy - Retarded

When you ask me, brother are you okay?
And I answer with no not really aye
Then it's your job to go get to me, ask me how are u feeling, is there something I can do
There's only one thing that helps, sit down, take a breath and listen to me for a sec
I can't take it anymore all on my own, all the shit that's coming at me, all the shit that's Being thrown
How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy
Trying to find a way out of this misery
Back in the days I was hard, I was smart
But right now I feel so fucking retarded
Yo my ears are shit, yo my mind is shit, yo my confidence is shit, I can't believe it
In two three months, I lost everything I've got, now I'm sitting every night alone listening To Travis Scott
Mr Webster, mr Mathers, mr Van Veen
Just a couple of the guys that keep my head clean
Take a bath, play some music, I don't need the lean
Let me just lose it, let me just leave the scene
Yo my father's back alone and that shit is not nice
Would do anything to give back his paradise
When I'm crying, he's the one that comes with some advice
Always ready to sacrifice, c'mon give him a slice
Just a slice of the life that we all want
Build a home and be a great husband
I can tell you he's the best in both of em
That guy has build my home and he is a great husband
But sometimes you don't get what you deserve
You work hard all day but for what, the nerves
You're my dad, you're my father, you're my big brother
You're my dad, you're my father, I don't want another
How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy
Trying to find a way out of this misery
Back in the days I was hard, I was smart
But right now I feel so fucking retarded
How can I drop consistently when I keep losing energy
Trying to find a way out of this misery
Back in the days I was hard, I was smart
But right now I feel so fucking retarded
I can tell you be proud of your two sons
And the daughter and the angel, the man you've become
Without you, I wouldn't last a fucking day
Without you, I would be nothing, without you, I fucking break
You can't imagine what's the value of a father like you
You kept us together in a time we all knew
That our life just changed in a way that's forever
Shit is fucked, it will never be the same
Yeah that our life just changed in a way that's forever
Shit is fucked, it will never be the same
But you're my dad, you're my father, you're my big brother
Yeah you're my dad, you're my father, I don't want another

Written by:
Tom Desmet

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