HHC - frostbite lullabies (feat. kuri ken, bloominous, ICKarus, Apollo K & sxre)

Man, I feel so cold
When I walked to the fire, I had to know
If it feels so hot, why I feel iced-out, dripped from head to toe
I want to feel warmer
Windchill's getting stronger
It burns, ain't defrosting', damn
Man, I'm done with committing
My time to futures I might not even witness
I'm in this, business for life, don't get it twisted
But if it comes to a fight, I'm puttin' fists up
Fists up, fisticuffs
You know what, I've hid enough
In cold blood, I'll murder 'em in cold blood
I seek the sun
But I just ain't warming' up
Man, I feel frostbite in my hands
Tear 'em off
I can feel the cold closing in
Ghosts haunted
You said it would fix my broken hearted spirit
I'm frozen
It's a frigid existence
Isolationism taken to it's bitter winter limits
The sting is in my eyes
The situation's dire
Clinging to my skin as I'm encroaching on the fire
Desperate to endure a desolate December
Begging for a semblance of embers
Blue lips trembling
Entropy tempts me as it calls
I'd rather get burned than feel nothing at all
The night isn't finished
The flame whimpers, the light is diminished
I could conquer dark with a candle
I miss when the chill was something I could handle
Showing no emotion, that's the cold shoulder
The flame's chamber left empty
I'll fight the night if I just reignite what was there
But first I gotta find it within me
2018, no sunny daydream
Bitter cold, but summer told me that I'd stay green
Always comes around, was firebound at 19
But lately I've been trending down and turning brown like leaves
Then I lose all the heat, mental speed contorting
Stuck in place, my arms freeze, bent like rigor mortis
Cold demeanor, wanted to see her, didn't know how to word it
Friends inspire me, but warm a limb too fast, and now you're burning
Sometimes it blurt it, bars bursting out with flames of my father
Sublime verses while mother was working to make my future hotter
Perform ten feats in one beat, need to do more, I gotta
But all it takes is one mistake, and now I'm persona non grata
And now I bottle it up, that's how my clutch had come to be shut
The brake lines will freeze, so cold I won't bleed
But still I'm stuck deep the rut, uh
So put up the front
Turn to the sun and act tough
Smooth the edges while going is rough
Ice is as black as the trap of my mind
You know it's a sign my shit isn't enough
Man, I feel frostbite in my hands
Tear 'em off
I can feel the cold closing in
Ghosts haunted
You said it would fix my broken hearted spirit
I'm frozen
In the cornfields
In the middle of nowhere
Thinking 'bout you
I'm alone and I'm so scared
I don't like to-
Think about all the time I didn't chase my heart
See the fire with my eyes, but I'm stone cold
I don't even wanna know when I grow old
Got some layers, but I feel like I got no clothes
Tell me how I can be high when I feel so low
I wanna know you, but I'm not really that talkative
Don't wanna say the wrong things and be provocative
I'm with the crew, you know that we out here lockin' in
I see some money, and count it, and then I'm pocketin'
See that ice on the ground, yeah, it be frosted, yeah
I'm in the booth, but not really, it's just a closet, and
This little old room that we posted in, but we rockin' it
Yeah we rockin' it, woah

Written by:
Akkhiel Nambbiar, Chris Brenden, Ilan Kaplan, James Karavites, Phil Coady, Srikanth Dhamodharan

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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