Jakob Widows - No Longer

I've no longer got the energy to do things I like
Tip-Toe'in on these eggshells with a growing stride
I'm bout to stomp 'em up, 'cuz I'm so tired of my pride
Like a Zebra on my arms but, red are the stripes
Crazy how my minds joyful when I'm 'round those I love-
But when I'm by myself I hide alone with the closed
I don't got the spirit, got an odor, need to change my clothes
I'd rather take my roses now and not when the casket close
Is, this depression like my friend?
Pulling me ever closely to a subtle peaceful end?
Telling me I'm not worth it and annoying to friends?
The doc gave me pills to battle, they don't even defend
So now I fight inclined addiction stuck onto these meds
Breaking up all my friendships I can never amend
The bridges burning ever slowly like the noose on my neck
Scooting closer to the cliff jumping out to the end
Got no more energy to do the things I love
Got no more emotion, I admit I need a hug
Got no more family, I don't care about blood
And I got no drive cause I have given up
Got none to live for, no meaning at all
Got no friends, got no one to call
Got no comfort, so I just sit and I bawl
All alone in the dark 'till the pain is gone
Here I go again
The enemy is me
The line so thin
Feel so incomplete-
I go again
The enemy is me
The line so thin
Feel so incomplete
Everybody takin' out sayin' that I'm toxic
Takin' trips inside myself findin' where my heart is
Pumpin' just to bleed, drippin' like my wrists, slit
Duct tape on my heart just to try and act fixed
Takin' all these pills but I keep growing symptoms
Fightin' just to smile, the Devil hold's my pension
On tight wages, still not paying my bills' and
I'm friction welding pennies with how hard that I pinch'em
Knock, Knock, Knock; I think the is'a Devil's comin'
Fightin' for my soul, see if I can reach the summit
Puttin' in the effort, maybe I can be somethin'
Figure eight my life, cuz right now I'm still runnin'
Circle laps round it all, this Citalopram is numbin'
Got the high in my head, down the hall hear the hummin'
Guess the Devil won the battle, on the bow I hear the strummin'
Fade my eyes out to black, with the words I been mumblin'
Got no more energy to do the things I love
Got no more emotion, I admit I need a hug
Got no more family, I don't care about blood
And I got no drive cause I have given up
Got none to live for, no meaning at all
Got no friends, got no one to call
Got no comfort, so I just sit and I bawl
All alone in the dark 'till the pain is gone
Here I go again
The enemy is me
The line so thin
Feel so incomplete-
I go again
The enemy is me
The line so thin
Feel so incomplete

Written by:
Jakob Widows

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