Au-T - Honeymoon Phase

I don't mind getting involved with someone new
I just hate the honeymoon phase
The cupcake love days
Like do we actually like each other
Or is it just the excitement of connecting with someone new
The thrill of flirting with an unfamiliar face
It seems like people say and do whatever
Just to get you comfortable enough to allow them into your space
Just to get you comfortable enough to think
That's your new safe place
But it's like when did we go from hey beautiful to what's up
Why introduce me to a vibe you can't keep up with
Why fill me with an energy you weren't even in touch with
I hate the honeymoon phase I really hate those days
I hate how good it feels in the beginning
Where you only focus on what you like about me
You only see what you allow your eyes to see
But after a while reality kicks in and you start to learn me
You start realizing some things that you couldn't physically see in the beginning
It's just scary because there's always a chance where their expectations
Will be too high for you to meet
And now you're not what they thought you would be
I know I said it before but I hate the honeymoon phase
And I'm pretty sure I hate fairytales
And I don't like love stories because every book comes to an end
And if you ask me about my love stories I'd say zero stars wouldn't recommend
But maybe it's just me because I give up on myself to
So this is really nothing new sometimes
I struggle loving myself so I get why it would be hard for you to love me too
It just amazes me how two separate energies can create a euphoric feeling
How someone can be the main cause of your healing
But I guess that explains how highs are only temporary
Because euphoria cannot last forever

Written by:
Autumn Hopson

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