Goatachu - fall and slip

Wanna take flight, fly into the bright light
Sleeping in the nighttime, i just wanna close my eyes
But it never works, because the demons rehearse
The time to lurk, just to make it hurt
More than it already did, slow and steady, tight grip
Said that id slit my wrist, but I'm tryna fight this
And I don't wanna contradict, i don't wanna fall and slip
Don't wanna look down or trip, I'm tryna get better
Wanna take flight, fly into the bright light
Sleeping in the nighttime, i just wanna close my eyes
But it never works, because the demons rehearse
The time to lurk, just to make it hurt
More than it already did, slow and steady, tight grip
Said that id slit my wrist, but I'm tryna fight this
I don't wanna contradict, i don't wanna fall and slip
Don't wanna look down or trip, I'm tryna get better
Yuh, pep talk to myself, is it heaven or hell
Try to get better but I'm not doing well
Parents listening to this, realize I am their kid
Realize the depression i struggle with
Its getting worse, i don't wanna blame her
But I'm really wanting to hurt myself
Shadows lurk, but i still put on a smirk
While wishing i was six feet in the dirt
I wanna fly so high into the sky
Never questioning how or why i might die
You supply my happiness, but still make me slip
Eyes dried, i just wanna end all of this
But not with death, i wanna keep my breath
I wanna keep neck, don't want it to end yet
I wanna keep my friends, the ones that i depend on
To defend me, its pretend, its fantasy
Wanna take flight, fly into the bright light
Sleeping in the nighttime, i just wanna close my eyes
But it never works, because the demons rehearse
The time to lurk, just to make it hurt
More than it already did, slow and steady, tight grip
Said that id slit my wrist, but I'm tryna fight this
I don't wanna contradict, i don't wanna fall and slip
Don't wanna look down or trip, I'm tryna get better
Want an end to the misery
Wanna sleep, i just wanna dream
Please just let me breathe
Please just let me be
Solo, no team
Flexing not my thing
No empathy while you bleed
Please just let me breathe
Yeah, Ive been reflecting, its super depressing
Its super upsetting, isn't it, yeah
Don't want you to listen, don't want you to see my end
Goodbye to my oxygen, guess thats it
Don't try to save me, feel our love is fading
And i'm contemplating, if i am safe
But I'm not, dark thoughts lurk
You know it really hurts
Wanna take flight, fly into the bright light
Sleeping in the nighttime, i just wanna close my eyes
But it never works, because the demons rehearse
The time to lurk, just to make it hurt
More than it already did, slow and steady, tight grip
Said that id slit my wrist, but I'm tryna fight this
I don't wanna contradict, i don't wanna fall and slip
Don't wanna look down or trip, I'm tryna get better

Written by:
Jade Ross, Qrystral .

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