Jus Xay - Should've Said

I should've said
I should've thought
I should've did
I should've said clearer things
Or maybe not try to sell a dream
Picture perfect ideals formed from reality
But maybe that all was just a dream
Waking up next to you reminded me I'm a king
And for some reason you weren't truly my queen
Had your heart and soul but your mind drifted to other things
You wanna get deeper but my patience is wearing thin
Eleven hour shift but I'm back to what the morning brings
Save it for later I promise I'll pay attention again
Promise I'll be there when the sun's down and the stress begins
Holding you tight before your inner demon screams
Past depression
Passive aggressive
Being that man but forgetting every lesson
Give her space give her the world but never at the cost of your own health
Never let the feelings you felt diminish your inner wealth
Learn to know yourself but master the art of stealth
Can't let her see you when you're down
Society says a man can't have his ups and downs
So you're stuck in the middle of a beautiful nightmare
Hoping she fights fair through those side glares
Pissing her off but you're like yeah
I'll be your everything and take you everywhere
No need proving yourself because you bagged her off the top shelf
But you stumbled and fell
Then she stumbled and fell under the thumb of another man's belt
That's another man's card dealt
Guess women only look to see who played the game better and not best
Consistency is key so no regrets
I found my inner peace and you will only ever be
Everyone's ex
That's just one ugly mess
You are a mess

Written by:
Xavier Wooding

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