Shi - NEVER FINE

I've tried everything
When it comes to seeing
How to be a decent human being
Even if you all still disagree
I've tried everything
Even disregarding my own feelings
In between the lines
A different meaning
With a light that only shines
In the deepest darkest times
I still try to find a pair of eyes
That see me
With a heavy, anxious sigh
I pick up the pen and write
What I'm really feeling tonight
Sleep tight
Bed bugs bite
Night light
And it's never fine
Nothing's really ever fine
Dark and quiet
Thoughts participating in their own riot
Amateur pilot
And it's never fine
Nothing's ever really fine
I've tried everything
Different ways to keep on healing
And my inside voice is eating
Me up inside
Till I denied
And kept my pride
I've tried everything
And it hurts my mind to keep concealing
In between the lines a different
Meaning
With a light that only shines
In the deepest darkest times
I still try to find a pair of eyes that see me
With a heavy, anxious sigh
I pick up the pen and write
What im really feeling tonight
Sleep tight
Bed bugs bite
Night light
And it's never fine
Nothing's really ever fine
Dark and quiet
Thoughts participating in their own riot
Amateur pilot
And it's never fine
Nothing's ever really fine
I just wanna
Feel something
Be happy when i'm
Twenty-something
All i know is one thing
Never fine
Nothing's ever really fine

Written by:
Shilah Rivera

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