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Tired of starting over
These thoughts consume my mind
And when the partys over
I finally come to find
I need some help now
Find a way out
Tired of starting over
But I guess its what i'm all about
Tired of starting over
I'm choking all the time
And when my friends are over
I'll just pretend i'm fine
I need a way out
Something to calm down
Tired of starting over
But i guess its just what i'm all about
I've run outta luck, the fuck is happening
I pick myself up, then crumble down again
And i've come to terms with how I feel inside
So i'll live it out until I finally die
My expression is broken I cannot react
I saw the price of the meds and I had a heart attack
I have a bottle of pills and they help me relax
I got a problem with people who give nothing back
Yeah I'm sorry you're the one who's picking up the slack
And I know that everything is falling through the cracks
Can you help me baby one more time
Can I tell you why you're the reason i haven't quit in the first place
I thought you would smile, instead you gave me the worst face
It's not getting worse baby this is the worst phase
This shit is a curse, i'm hoping that maybe one day
Shit will be okay okay
Tired of starting over
These thoughts consume my mind
And when the party's over
Thats when I come to find
I need some help now
Find a way out
I'm tired of starting over
But I guess its what i'm all about
Tired of starting over
I'm choking all the time
And when my friends are over
I'll just pretend i'm fine
I need a way out
Something to calm down
Tired of starting over
But I guess its just what i'm all about
Tired of starting over
Switched up can't figure out
I hate me when I'm sober
Constantly feeling doubt
See i've never really been the one to
Stick to something once I start I'm done, you
Haven't noticed but i've come undone
Cause this shaking in my chest swear it's all but won
I've given up trying it's tearing me down
Call it pathetic you figured me out
Nothing to say that these voices don't shout
Again and again so it's wearing me out
It's wearing me out
These drugs won't seem to fix me
Something that I'm missing
Clarity won't bear its teeth
I'll search until I'm six deep
Tired of starting over
These thoughts consume my mind
And when the party's over
Thats when I come to find
I need some help now
Find a way out
I'm tired of starting over
But I guess its what i'm all about
Tired of starting over
I'm choking all the time
And when my friends are over
I'll just pretend that i'm fine
I need a way out
Something to calm down
Tired of starting over
But I guess its just what i'm all about

Written by:
Logan Snyder

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