Nana Starfield - Hellish

Crooked Halos tumbling' from the sky
Raining down on me
Want a piece of the lie
Just to feel alright

Couldn't stop me then
Can't stop me now
Rising from the dead
Man this shit be wild

I'm hellish
I'm so hellish, baby

There's no rhyme
There's no reason
To how I got where I'm at
In this season

I knew something was off
Within my own heart
I knew it, somehow
I could feel it

Things be rushing by me
No carpe diem
Evil lurks beneath
Angel turned demon

And I'm sorry
I can't help it
I'm a mess
I cause stress
I don't mean it

But I've tried and I've tried
To fight it all back
Even though I just feel
So defeated

And according to you
I'm twisted, contorted
Entirely imperfect
You wanted a servant
Shoulda gave me a circuit

I'm uncontrollably wild

And so you took my wings
Now I can't fly

Now I've got all these

Crooked Halos tumbling' from the sky (Unholy)
Raining down on me
Wanna piece of the lie (Unfortunate)
Just to feel alright (Misguided)
Yeah (She's evil to the core of her being)

Couldn't stop me then
Can't stop me now
Rising from the dead
Man this shit be wild

I'm hellish (I'm hellish babe)
I'm so hellish, baby (I'm so hellish baby)

I can't help it
I'm so selfish
You left me halfway whole
I can't help it
I'm so jealous
I can't sit back and not know

What it feels like to be loved
I want a piece of it all
It's not my fault
Think others are understanding my point of view

I've got a fallen army joining in my crew

You see I don't fit
I'm not what you want
Yeah, I'm not a PAWG

No hate on them babies
I know what I got
I love all my ladies
But I never thought

Yeah I never thought they'd fucking... stab me in the back
FUCK

I've be beaten down
And lied to
Stabbed in the back
Too many times too
So now every weekend
I slide thru

I go crazy, I go dumb
I get stupid
All for some
Quick, easy, cheap thrill
But its been leaving me numb

And if you don't want it
Don't worry baby
I'll figure it out
Yeah maybe

I'll blow up someday and you'll see
That what was missing was really me

For now I'm stuck stumbling these streets
But when halos fall it sounds like money

I'm so hellish baby
I'm so hellish...

Written by:
Nana Starfield

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