Mera Khai - These Past Weeks

All my sore kindness
It comes back to taunt me
''I bet you can't live without me''
Without me, oh
The beauty of the chaos
It comes back to haunt me
It feels like the home
I've been searching
In happiness

And I found it
But it's harder if you're in pain
You've got no reason
Why to try it
So I stayed there
Cause it's more pleasant
But it puts a price on your head
The moment that you turn
To your left

These past weeks my thoughts
Are too tempting not to react to
And my head is talking too loud
I know it's not me
Oh but somehow
I'm trying to give in
I'm trying to give in

Let me free from my love
Dear chaos it's not worth it
No more
''It's not me who's taunting you
My love''
Then my laziness is twisting
The knife for you
Cause I can't escape it
If I have to make an effort
Then I drop it, I'm not
That elastic
Oh I found a home in me
But it yells at me

Cause it's harder
If you're mindset's your enemy
You will stay in sadness
Until it's too tragic
So I stayed here
Cause pain is my friend
But it puts a price on my head
The moment that I seek out for help

These past weeks my thoughts
Are too tempting not to react to
And my head is talking too loud
I know it's not me
Oh but somehow
I'm trying to give in
I'm trying to give in

There's a different kind of ache
In my soul
Everytime I try to let go of myself
And I know it is me
Oh somehow
I want to give in
I want to give in

I'm trying to stay alive
Cause I'm curious about
My fate
And I don't know which
Road to take
I wanna
I wanna
I wanna
I wanna

Written by:
Carmen Garcia

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