Lil JJ Reynolds - Antisocial

A small kid living in a small town with a mental condition
With an personality that got judged cause it was different
Living a life where keeping distance became ambition to him
Cause he would grow up, dealing with bullies that kept picking
Surrounded by ignorant, individual enemies
That would laugh 'instead of helping someone with a disability
His mentality became a problem to handle
Cause it would replace his conscience with an guilty conscience from dull
Grew up and started not to care if he made any friends, yo
Cause at the end, they became the toxic that would come and go
When he lost control of his mental vehicle in his mind
That would turn left into a feeling 'so lethal
It made his feelings turn evil without approval from him
But hell, he didn't care anyways cause all he did was sin
With nobody to stop him cause he went thru life solo
Living in privacy definitions for him to be referred as
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Antisocial was what he was proud of
Cause voices from the people gave his brain a loud buzz of annoyance
On top of dealing with
Anxiety that would piss on his joy and he got sick of it
And sick of reality
That wouldn't advance but yet 'he still kept a smile
While trying to die every chance he gets
Cause he was sick in the head, not even meds could fix it
And the meds even gave up on him cause he was twisted
With a mission to protect his life from people with distance
He tried to communicate but his body kept shifting
Like he was on a time limit to finish
What he was starting 'before he made his way back to the darkness
To make his brain switch to that ruthless aggression
Cause it seemed like meeting people put his brain thru more stress and
He decided to keep rocking alone like solo
Living in privacy definitions for him to be referred as
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He did his thang thru controversy from people that tried to screw with his intentions
Of blocking the world out from his private satisfactions
Of writing music lyrics that would keep him more stable
He wrote in public but only if he felt his body portraying roles
With pressure that drove him crazy and made him feel pissed
Enough to make him wish that he was back at the crib
To be alone in his comfortable shell
So he could unravel the skin from his demons to see his real self
Am I cursed to chase happy ones away when I stress?
If I am, then I don't care cause even happy people get depressed
It's back to the shadows 'if no one knows me
Nobody understands me when my demons control me
I've been alone inside cause I'm the one and only person 'I can trust
As I guard me from phonies
Forever good with rocking alone like solo
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Written by:
Jordan Reynolds

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