Nevv - Changes.
I'm sick of the cliches you say stay in your own lane but I drive drunk
I see bliss in a weird way happiness in dark times and I like lust
Women and commitment shit I veer stray cause I spite trust
Every promise I make is a sheer sized lie that you just bite up
I can deface, go silence of the lamb on any emcee that I decides sucks
You gonna need a priest cause i've been told no like way too much
I've been slept on like way too much
I've been fucked over like way too much
That's why I'm a bully on the mic like the kids in school who would take my lunch
Beat my ass and hate my guts
See my past as a lesson I'm supposed to learn
A lesson that I'm suppose to past like math class but with both I didn't pass I flunked
Almost went to class with a galley gun
Almost OD'd just last month cause I'm sick of all the pressure this music brings
"Nevv you gotta best get better with each new release"
But I still get depressed over usual things
I suck with money but I still do invest every penny in myself
Put my money where my mouth is to redirect what my future brings
I've took your shit and I washed it down with your sewer water
I speak from the heart man my truest calling
I write about shit that I've actually lived I don't write these songs just to hoot and holla
I wish I could achieve what I feels missing but there's some things I can't change
And I wish I coulda done something's different but with that I have no say
Only lord knows every chance I've had and every chance that I would waste
So when I talk to god man he doesn't answer but I still do try to pray
And I still do try to write my wrongs even if they stay the same
But there's some things I can't change
No there's some things I can't change
And only I know how much I've lost but some things don't remain
Cause there's some things I can't change
No there's some things I can't change
I wish, my dad, never saw me in some handcuffs
And I wish, I had, a chance to meet both my grandpas
And I know, I am, not the easiest to deal with
Wish that my sister and I never fought so much, wish my momma could see that
Just because I wrote the song scars
Doesn't mean I hate a single person
Doesn't mean I wanna bombard
My family tree and try to even circum
Stances I would love to try to get back
Relationship that I would love to redact
Wish I never did wish I never please
Lord forgive me for my hatred
This hateful force within me
It's just pains me sore for the lack of support I'm getting
They say grab the bull by the horns even if it's Saintins horns I'm gripping
What you take me for some poor and wimpy
Fucking rapper chump that doesn't have enough to try to flash or stunt
And can't afford a ten speed
Ordinary
Is not what I am
Im stuck in my past
I'm in this guilt trip like Barbra Streisand
The weight of this world is all in my hands
I wish I had someone to lean on
Wish nobody could see me like I'm John Cena
I've been a cheater
Cupid has turned his own back no one will listen and no one will love me not even Athena
That is the reason why I keep on singing
I keep on rapping bout tragedies love and disparity cause
When my back is push against the ropes it is me, myself
Are the only ones I will believe in
I wish I could achieve what I feels missing but there's some things I can't change
And I wish I coulda done something's different but with that I have no say
Only lord knows every chance I've had and every chance that I would waste
So when I talk to god man he doesn't answer but I still do try to pray
And I still do try to write my wrongs even if they stay the same
But there's some things I can't change
No there's some things I can't change
And only I know how much I've lost but some things don't remain
Cause there's some things I can't change
No there's some things I can't change
Written by:
Ian Neville
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