El' Devi - Cold

I'm cold, my insides freezing over
The ice consuming everything that mattered
I'm cold, but I wasn't born this way
A feeling of hatred that took over

And even though I've tried to pray
The voices keep me away in a darkness that has no end
I have screamed I have cried
But the pain I hold inside, has become more than just a friend
It hurts so bad, it's trying to kill me

Every day of my life, something in me wants to die
And it will take me if I let it
Do I medicate, just to feel ok
When I'm broken and lost inside
Caught in a daze, endless worlds away
You can speak but I can't hear you
Dreaming reality away clearly not ok
Nightmares worst when I'm awake
No, I don't wanna be awake

I'm cold, eternity at full eclipse
I walk among the emptiness and shadows, shadows
I'm cold, awaken my desire to feel
Wreaking pain to terminate endless nothing, nothing

It hurts so bad, it's trying to kill me
Every day of my life, something in me wants to die
And it will take me if I let it
Do I medicate, just to feel ok
When I'm broken and lost inside
Caught in a daze, endless worlds away
You can speak but I can't hear you
Dreaming reality away clearly not ok
Nightmares worst when I'm awake
No, I don't wanna be awake

And even though I've tried to pray
The voices keep me away in a darkness that has no end
I have screamed I have cried
But the pain I hold inside, has become more than just a friend

Written by:
Johana Mislov

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