Aceox - Cursed

Man, I feel like my god damn life is crashing down, and how!
Try to reel in a shitty job in a company which is damn renowned!
But I keep getting big fat no's! Bitch I experience only wack lows!
Man, I can't cope! Can't get a job training to make a damn pack of dough, ya!
I try to reach people with my songs but fucking hell, man, I can't!
Try to prolong my dead career but I'm so god damn fucking damned, and
Got no cash and no friends, man, I swear everyone's a fucking foe!
I gotta choose between a bitch and a bitch ass motherfucking hoe! God damn I'm so low!
I keep trying to get shit done and survive for years to no end
Nothing I do changes my situation, it's a fucking trend that I rant
I put out my music, trying to land but I can't! Those are the facts!
I always come back but never get there 'cuz my music fucking lacks!
My head voice is telling me to end it all, my chest coughs wrong!
My blackened lung screams for help, yet I hit another forced bong!
My meds kill my liver! My skin's trying to escape and my mind is just gone!
Got my head in the clouds! Air it all out! Try to create a numb sound!
Fuck this life! Fuck my pride! I always try but fuck it up all night!
Can't see the light! Not feeling alive! My life cuts me like a sharp knife!
My rhymes so shite! I try to get by! All I motherfucking do is survive!
I have no might, have no pride, have no light, I'm so damn cursed, alright?
Look at me, bitch! I'm a nobody trying to survive and shine!
My teachers were right! I'll be living a life of grime just to fucking die!
Got nothing to live for! I fuck up my entire god damn life!
No wonder I'm so fucking pissed all the god damn fucking time!
My soul wanders an endless maze as I fall from grace
I gaze at the stars at night and wonder if that's an embrace
My life's like an arms race, gotta outpace and erase the enemy
Need to replace this showcase's disgrace with something life's handing me
I must not be picky! I can't choose whatever the fuck I want!
I gotta take what I get! Even the icky drugs stashed in my trunk!
This shit's tricky! I keep trying to clean up this mess I call life!
Every time I feel sickly and come crashing down on a knife!
Got no friends to rely on, my fam got their own problems
No stable income, gotta find help, even if it's help from goblins
I keep falling down a bottomless pit in my soul and that's that
It's been like this since I can remember, can't wait to fucking land
I truly am cursed, it's finally clear to me
I know my pleas sound rehearsed, all I want is my fear to leave
I'm deformed by this misery I call my own fucking life
Wow! This is very pretentious and melodramatic! Alright, good bye!
Fuck this life! Fuck my pride! I always try but fuck it up all night!
Can't see the light! Not feeling alive! My life cuts me like a sharp knife!
My rhymes so shite! I try to get by! All I motherfucking do is survive!
I have no might, have no pride, have no light, I'm so damn cursed, alright?
Look at me, bitch! I'm a nobody trying to survive and shine!
My teachers were right! I'll be living a life of grime just to fucking die!
Got nothing to live for! I fuck up my entire god damn life!
No wonder I'm so fucking pissed all the god damn fucking time!
In my head all I hear is die, die, die!
I'll fuck this curse binding me to this wack ass mortal life!
The voices scream at me kill, kill, kill!
Shut the fuck up or I'm gonna get out the motherfucking drill! Bitch!
Burn those hoes! Shoot those fucks! Kill those crones! Throw up guts!
Break his nose! Curse this cuck! Smash his bones! Wack that bug!
I'll find this fucking witch and reflect that fucking curse!
Until she throws up nails over and over 'til she's fucking hurt!

Written by:
Deniz Bozca

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