Young Deshi - Dear Anxiety

Yeah...
I've been strugglin' to get my grip
But I guess these monkey bars are too much for me to handle
Lost count how many times I've tripped
I need to get up before my brain becomes more, trampled
Dear anxiety how have you been all these years
You've caused me many tears, preventing me from facing fears
You say it's my fault you're just doing your job
To tell me that I'm worthless, that I have no purpose
Now tell was it worth it, oops, looks like I spilled my orange juice
Why am I hesitant to clean up this mess?
Dear anxiety why am I feeling this way?
Looked in the mirror I am a mess, what is this feeling take a guess
I've been strugglin' to get my grip
But I guess these monkey bars are too much for me to handle
Lost count how many times I've tripped
I need to get up before my brain becomes more, trampled
Dear anxiety how have you been all these years
It's been a while since we sat down and had a conversation
Last time I remembered you gave me self doubt I was contemplatin'
Weather or not you were feeding off my grievances
Whatever happened to so and so I haven't seen him since
That incident, you remember right I was passed out
Tried to cry for help I was panicking about my well
Being in front of their driveway thinking
Dear anxiety why did you just stand there?
You haven't answered my question
Well at least on that day I learned a lesson
I've been strugglin' to get my grip
But I guess these monkey bars are too much for me to handle
Lost count how many times I've tripped
I need to get up before my brain becomes more, trampled
Dear anxiety how have you been all these years
Just the other night I was trying to figure why
I was bawling out my eyes no reason I could find
Told my grandma bye I'll see you on the other side
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of being sucked dry
I cannot grow if I'm dehydrated and held down by these weeds
I only want to be freed, dear anxiety I'm glad I've said my peace
Now you know just how I feel, I'm hoping something changes for real

Written by:
Nahiyan Khandker

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