dovers - dive

I can't say what I'll become
I've got a fear of relapsing
Back to flying into the sun
To regret and be left as one
I've got a better half
And I'd like to keep her
I don't know if I can trust myself
To stay above the dirt
So I'm waiting for my heart to start
Waiting for the second part
Will I paint my windshield red when I'm going for a drive
In a plane over the ocean will I take a dive
I've been waiting for my means to lead to an end
I wanna wake up as something you can defend
Will I paint my windshield red when I'm going for a drive
In a plane over the ocean will I take a dive
I've been waiting for my means to lead to an end
I wanna wake up as something you can defend
I can't say what I'll become
I feel so inconsistent
What I'm doing makes me a bad son
I'll regret it and be left as one
Now I can't stay, I've gotta change
I'm too angry and I'm hurting in a pointless rage
In my worst stage
I gotta give her first aid
Cause I've made
Her unsure of what I want
And it begins to haunt
In the form of a nonchalant
Addition to behaviours that I've caught
Will I paint my windshield red when I'm going for a drive
In a plane over the ocean will I take a dive
I've been waiting for my means to lead to an end
I wanna wake up as something you can defend
Will I paint my windshield red when I'm going for a drive
In a plane over the ocean will I take a dive
I've been waiting for my means to lead to an end
I wanna wake up as something you can defend
Write it in a note
Can't you see what I've been waiting for
Let me go outside
And do the work I've been delaying or
Something that can put a bit of money
In the savings or
Anything other than just sitting and complicating more
Fall into a dirty room
Can't pick my clothes up off the dirty floor
Lose the title of being yours
Start to internally scream
Try to force myself to start moving my hands
My faults become a stream that I don't understand
And my Mum got out the car
And I just waited inside
Asked 'Why are you the way you are?'
As I stared into my eyes

Written by:
Jack Hipwood

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