Nevv - Doubt.
I'm highly disappointed in the man that I became
Maybes it's because a product of your free will or the fact that I can't change
Maybe I was born a sinner like Jeremiah Cole
But I think it's kinda funny how no person can go one day without sinning
Don't you think that's kinda strange
I think it's kinda stupid
You give me ten rules that I should abide by
All these heavy guidelines
But yet these seven sins are so close in my hein sight
And so easy to commit tell me who's the one to blame
Eve bit the apple but Adam never warned her so she thought it would be safe
And maybe that's the reason why I'm stuck in this debate
And maybe that's the reason I was damned from the start
So god hear me clearly
Help me try to settle this nuisance
Why is drake living gods plan while I'm stuck in the devils blueprint
Stuck in a hell where burned souls is the smell of the pollution
I think all of us were sorta dealt with an illusion
Faith right
I'm suppose to have faith right
But back when Taylor took her life was that
The devil acting out or was that you making examples
You painting a picture of what happens whenever your child's missing faith
And miss behaves
If I'm made in the eyes of the beholder tell me why I'm just stuck in vindictive ways
And tell me why my intentions are so full of these sinful traits
(Geez)
But maybe I'm just jealous
Maybe I'm just envious of everyone who found you
But the questions lingers
Why'd you put a motherfucker in my life like Raul
I was just a kid that you put in harms way
But yet I'm suppose to turn around and say your the power that I bow too
Man, and you wonder why I doubt you
As you lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
Cause I've been making wrong decisions satins got ahold on me
If I die before I wake
Tell my family I'm okay
But I've been waiting way too long for god to start to notice me
Lord have mercy on my soul
As I walk this road I chose
Tell me where I'm suppose to go cause I got so much doubt in me yeah
Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I got so much doubt in me yeah
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh oh
I'm highly disappointed in the people that I've seen
A bunch of low life's with infatuated greed
People always say money don't buy happiness
But I would rather have a million dollar
Then to be a damn bum eating trash on the street
And that's the reason why you would all fuck me over
Just to save your own Hyde and Keep your own skin
And I'm suppose to turn around a think that we're all gods children
If so then this world is just full of sibling rivalries
Enclosed in a space too close for my liking please
Understand I'm just stuck in a trans and I'll never get why for the life of me
Why the fuck it have to come to this
It's been 2 long years and I'm still heartbroken over Jill over Tristen
And I'm running round in circles round the same damn subject
Just looking for circumferences
Trying to meet in the middle trying to see where some comfort lives
Trying to be someone worthy with some loyalty and humbleness
But my faith is just one of many things that I struggle with
So god please tell me
Why'd you let me sin, why the fuck did I commit this adultery
I'm supposed to be your kid, why the hell you let the devil indulge me
Is it true I just repent, then my spot in heavens set and my soul is blessed holy
Or is it just a myth and hell is the only place where I am set going
This is why I'm jealous
This is why I'm envious of everyone who found
Cause I got questions no ones got the balls to ask you
And every time I ask you have never tried to answer
Man, and you wonder why I doubt you
As you lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to keep
Cause I've been making wrong decisions satins got ahold on me
If I die before I wake
Tell my family I'm okay
But I've been waiting way too long for god to start to notice me
Lord have mercy on my soul
As I walk this road I chose
Tell me where I'm suppose to go cause I got so much doubt in me yeah
Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I got so much doubt in me yeah
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh oh
Written by:
Ian Neville
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