J. Ban - Dying to Live

Am I dying to live
Am I living to die
Am I the chosen one
Is it time to testify
My people gone, I feel the presence
God is by my side
I feel the pain, I feel the anger
All I do is cry
I’m here with one question
And that question is why
Why me
Why put me through this struggle shit
Me and family through it all, we’ve had enough of this
I’m asking god you hear my call, as I reminisce
All the memories
The good, the bad, and the ugly
I can’t believe most of the bad was cause the lack of money
I thank god humbly, my siblings never went down that path
I’ve seen day ones switch up for cash
So it’s fuck a past
I keep it real, I’ll give my family my very last
It’s been 4 years since that day my grandma passed
Till that day people ask like if I’m okay
I just give a smile and nod trying hide this pain
Am I dying to live
Am I living to die
Am I the chosen one
Is it time to testify
My people gone, I feel the presence
God is by my side
I feel the pain, I feel the anger all I do is
All I do is cry
Who are you to judge my eye
I see it different, you don’t know how I feel inside
I’m feeling empty as fuck
Proceed to light this blunt
Forgive me
But it helps me writing over beats
And these drums
Let that piano sing
One call away so I answer as soon as I hear the ring
We’ve had that bond forever, sometimes almost like a dream
You never switched up, I just wanna pay you back
I thank you for that, always kept me on this track
I hope this pays off
I need to win us some plagues...
Just imagine ole boy heading to the fucking Grammy's
I can’t believe it, but I know this shit could really happen
Am I dying to live
Am I living to die
Am I the chosen one
Is it time to testify
My people gone, I feel the presence
God is by my side
I feel the pain, I feel the anger all I do is cry
I’m here with one question
And that question is why
And that question is why

Written by:
Joseph Banda

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