Lil J KIX - Every Time I Try

Every time that I try
I feel like I might die
I just wanna live life without looking at the time
It's getting hard to be right about these bitches I find
Barely made it through the night cause you be stuck on my mind
Listen I don't wanna fight can we try one more time
It's too hard to say goodbye when I just want you mine
Can't stop looking in her eyes I swear she's too dam fine
I wish I didn't see lies I guess the truth can't hide

Mabye I'm right so what if I'm wrong
What if I didn't need you by my side all along
I think I'll be alright I'm moving on
I'll make sure that my life goes the way that I want
But I'm not gonna lie it's so hard to be strong
My anxietys high I don't wana Die young
But I'm not gonna cry and I'm not gonna run
Cause I know I can't die if god said I ain't done
I'm getting tired life is bullshit
I get high but I'm not stupid
I'm on fire, watch me do this
I'm so fly I just might prove it
But I can't lie I feel so useless
Every time I drop this music
I'm not alright it's hard to do this
Why did I let myself choose this
But what if I didn't then who would I be
I don't wana be different I wana be me
Look My life is a mission that I have to beat
So I'm not gonna listen to what anyone thinks
I guess that makes me different cuz nobody's me
Ima do what they didn't I'll do it for free
There ain't nothing a kid in this world can't be
So if I wana live then I'm gonna be me
It took so long for me to see and sometimes I still don't believe
I didn't know what I wana be I just knew I needa succeed
Cause everybody's gotta eat and I got family to feed
If anybody's wants to leave the do it right now as we speak

Every time that I try
I feel like I might die
I just wana live life without looking at the time
It's getting hard to be right about these bitches I find
Barely made it through the night cause you be stuck on my mind
Listen I don't wana fight can we try one more time
It's too hard to say goodbye when I just want you mine
Can't stop looking in her eyes I swear she's too dam fine
I wish I didn't see lies I guess the truth can't hide

Written by:
Jayson Diaz

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