Chel'le Marie - Fear is not of God

What was it?, May 1st 2022
I flew to Atlanta, About to graduate from school
I just finished fasting, 30 days without no food
Praying to Allah, My spine would heal and I'd be cool

I'm just gone record these songs at Loud house
I cut that one bitch off because she had a loud mouth
I got a hotel but Jay said "come stay my house"
"I gotta go turn myself in but Ima bond out"

I swear I thought that everything was straight
Everything was coo, until I started hearing voices
And I didn't know what to do, trying to get me to provoke a nigga
But I'm not no fool, they like "what you really scared of?"
"What you think he gone do?"

Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
They keep on saying
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God

Ok this second part gone really sound crazy
Because for some reason I'm calling thug baby
And in my mind I know I'm really not his lady
Somehow I'm thinking what provoked this is who raped me
And I'm so layed back I brushed it off
Should I be the one to speak up or not
I'm kinda lost, I don't want to play the victim,
So I'll take it as a loss, Man I hate to feel defeated
Now I feel like it's my fault

How the trauma would effect me later
I really wasn't knowing, Now it's weird to bring it up
But the red flags really showing, Guess I'm working through my healing
This is all apart of growing, God gone deal with all them later
You just got to keep on going

Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
They keep on saying
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
Fear is not of God
They keep on saying

Written by:
Michelle Wilson

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