Lil J KIX - Find Love Again

I'm tryna find love again but I'm so lost that I know I can't
Girl I all want you to understand
Is that they are not the man I am
She's tryna find us again
But she's the one that let it end
I feel so dumb for letting her in
But if I give up then how could I win

I know it's bad for my health I love you more than myself
When I told you how I felt I only thought it would help
But I didn't know you'd hurt me

I can try to escape it but my life isn't changing
I just don't wana hate it, I don't know why they'd hate me
I been tryna be patience cause my family's waiting
They don't think I'ma make it they think I'll be the same kid
That's why I gotta be who they ain't
They won't know I'm a star till I get in they face
I don't know who you are but I know you'll be great
Cause your life was so hard that we both can relate
Swear I'm going so far I don't care what it takes
So much pain in my heart there ain't nothing to break break
Dam the worst fucking part is I still can't explain
When she's not in my arms I start going sane
And I'm not Prince Charming girl I'm more like Bruce Wayne
Got a fucked up life that I can't replace
What's been saving my life from the demons I made
How the fuck could I fight if I can't see they're face
I be up every night praying to all my saints
I'm just tryna do right and bring my world some change
That's why I'm gonna write down all of my pain
If you're not by my side get the fuck out my way
Don't ask how I feel cuz now I feel everything
I kept it real when you didn't keep anything
I'm tryna heal but it's like she's not letting me
Love was ideal but now look where it's getting me
This Shit got me fucked up, now I'm a better me
I'm screaming fuck love that bitch is dead to me
I don't get no luck, I lost my energy
I'm bouta blow up, can't let it get to me

I know it's bad for my health I love you more than myself
When I told you how I felt I only thought it would help
But I didn't know you'd hurt me

I'm tryna find love again but I'm so lost that I know I can't
Girl I all want you to understand
Is that they are not the man I am
She's tryna find us again
But she's the one that let it end
I feel so dumb for letting her in
But if I give up then how could I win

Written by:
Jayson Diaz

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