Dehkewlz - Get Up

Always
I been thru them dark days
Tryna find the light rushing
Speeding thru them parkways
On October 2 8
Me and Kiy had part ways
But uncle Al really showed us he be here with me always
Easy to cope when you woke
I don’t deal with heartaches
I don’t mourn over seasons
That there can’t make my heart break
Specially when other shit realer
Stuff you can’t tell all the time
My heart fell out of my chest
Found out my mama was dying
And it hurt worse cause we fell out so we don’t talk all the time
Madisun only a baby
Don’t need her losing her mind
If something happen we got you
Rap bout this i ain’t sure
Cause everything i have written has really happened before
This time i hope that I’m wrong
Second guessing ain’t sure
Im tryna give you a life you haven’t experienced before
I need the time to repair and clear all this smoke in the air
Cause right now losing my mama the only thing that i fear
I tend to cry about it
I been sad asf fr
No need to lie about it
It’s really eaten me up
For forever any weather
Ms Keh been keeping me up
Use to defeating my demons
Right now they beating me up

This shit deep
...hope this here don’t make me look too weak
...really having nightmares in my sleep
...hope before ya name it’s never Rest In Peace
And i won’t have to get no chain
And ain’t no hashtag in yo name
This shit hurt
I don’t want to reminisce
I don’t want ya pic on shirts
I don’t want to carry you into that place they dig up dirt
I’m so full of hopes and dreams cause reality’s the worse
This shit deep
...hope this here don’t make me look too weak
...really having nightmares in my sleep
...hope before ya name it’s never Rest In Peace


Look...
I don’t wanna go thru it no more
I can’t stand no more of this hurt
I can’t show thru it no more
Putting on fake smiles just to make it seem like ima strong young nigga
I know deep down that if she dies
I might wanna go home with her
I can’t live with all this shit
It’s already hard without my kid
Shit
Prolly only still standing tall cause of India and my sis
Shit
Mom gotta get surgery on her ovary cause a cyst
Shit
Right now, i don’t fuck with God
Bro you really got a nigga pissed

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