Trxnto - Gone

I got no one to talk to
So I put this shit on you
Yeah I found that life just isn't all strawberries and fondue
Flowing down the fountain waiting for somebody just like you
To take away your problems like that often ain't for you
It's 55 degrees outside and not a cloud in sight
The rain came I prayed for every drop to go away
I'm manifesting life and I'm striving to be the best I can try to be
I been livin on my own so no more snakes that are biting me
Carry my own weight I float away by igniting leaves
Stay by the fire tree wind is cold but inspiring
Everything is so tiring I don't why I lie to me
I'd be better off silent while meditating and flying free
I just be what I gotta be I don't wanna be anyone
If I'm being honest I don't really wanna do anything
But just cook up these tunes in my room and never find love
Cuz I'm way too cold regardless
And I'm sorry if I'm barging in the garden we been planting
I'm just getting shit up off my chest now is you understanding
Are we overplanning for something we gon abandon
I'm bleeding without a bandage
The doctor just took a candid
Said I'm going down in history as another example
As to why you don't give a fuck too much
Listening to me ramble bout my life that's down in shambles
Nobody gon know your name
Nobody gon feel your pain

I'll just take another step and hope that I don't trip or fall
I'll risk it all to be involved, just please pick up the call
I been staring at my nightstand but the moon is looking tall
Like the love I have for y'all
You guide me through the fog
I know that I'm blessed but this morning it's like a hex
Like Jesus is handing out tests to the students to find the steps
The cheaters gon score the best and then wonder about the temp
I learned this all at the bottom but message is heaven sent
I know they gon come for me if y'all r

I wake up early in the morning clean the stu then start recording
Grab a coffee and a hoagie, just something to get me going
I been waiting for this moment been wishing that time was frozen
Wonder if this makes sense but I win and then I gloat it
Just because I don't be posting pictures on the gram don't mean
I don't be active that shit get hot without the fans
Understand that if you talking you ain't thinking bout the bands
Understand that with no bread, you'll be stuck up in a jam
You got a big ego
It's something ain't seen tho
Y'all scared to eat pussy I be slurping like miso
Idea price wars but your pride couldn't afford it
Bad case of high horse, I'm with Bojack and we toking
The ones that screaming change are the ones that stay the same
Everybody getting hurt but some never feel the pain
Keep it bottled like a rocket going up up and away
I'm just tryna get deposits and a spot up on the roster
Gettin turnt on a Wednesday, got nun tomorrow anyway
Hustle so I get payed, working like a bread mage
Headed where my babies head game crazy
She treat me like a sensei
I saved her from that dense haze
I study quantum physics most the shit I do is random
Just give me a 10 day, I'll make 11 albums
You know I gotta finish all beginnings, can't abandon
I got 55 freaks I'm about to start a fandom
Or a band
Either one
And it's gon be fucking sick

I don't give a fuck what ima say at this point
I already spilled it out if you want it that's your choice
But I'm gone, too far to make an estimation
If you call, I'm prolly somewhere meditating
On my own I ball like I'm Capone
In the ho I make a clone and then abort before it's born
No emotion in this poem but it's love that keeps me going
Walked the road of burning coals so long I thought that it was home
Woah
I woke up with the feeling that I'm gonna win today
The act of burning bridges will likely create some space
So just wait and wait and wait
Ask god to help you change
Unless you wanna stay the same
In the rain I been calling out his name
Wonder if he hears me pray
None the shit I asked became
Begged to keep my cousin safe and he just threw him up in the grave
There's balloons everywhere, I guess this shit a party
Nothing can compare we got pizza and Bacardi
Let me reassure I'm only gettin started
Yo feet up in the air, shit its time to get bombarded
Wonder why you sittin startled
Lets just kick it like it's Sparta
I guess I'm in kindergarten cuz I think that I'm an artist
Others say a carton filled up with some milk
That been left out in the garden forgotten
I'm tryna show y'all that I'm harnessed but I'm simply being sharpened
I'm tryna one up carter, super saucy my own tartar
Guess I gotta come in harder, gotta make in smarter
Guess I gotta make a murder better strap on all ya armor
Cuz this sword keep gettin sharper everytime I grab the marker
I'm bout to be departing
Should that be alarming if with money I'd be balling
All these verses I be carving I got traces back to carbon
You can find me in the market buyin booze I'm never carded
I just tell them I'm a
But it's one of my deceptions
I got a collection you can see it in complexion
Be fiending for connection I guess this is my confession
I got a hunnid weapons I just call it my selection
Be staring at reflection and get filled up with redemption
I'm pretty damn infected
And that's forgetting to mention everything about projection
See it's all about perception you be livin in subjection
Eleven whole dimensions gotta have some kinda tension
Maybe have some recollections of another's resurrection
Call it misdirection you was in the comic section
Guided by attention only lead me to detention
Another imperfection getting to the golden lessons
But it's time to end the session hope you took in the injection
Only good intentions I don't want y'all in corrections
A little retrospection is the first step to deflection
This the era of progression

Written by:
Trent Rodenborn

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