UnKnvwn - Growing Up

This my story, from deep down
Unknown
Yeah
Growing up
Yeah

This all started with a single step
And these problems I've always kept
But now I don't know what I have left
This all started with a single step
Been through a lot maybe that's for the best
I've grown a lot stronger since the day yall have left
So as I light this and inhale my last breath
I'll exhale my mental process
And as we walking taking slow steps
Walking down the path as im pouring out all of my stress
I'll be cautious with the raw shit
And my conscious got me nauseous
I'm just talking now i've lost it, fuck

Yeah, Lost my first dad when I was three years old
I mean that's how the story's told
I ain't got no recollect of how the man walked or talked
I just wonder how he left without a thought
Like did even once just think about me?
Did he ever even once just think that maybe
We Coulda had a great life together
Like maybe i'd be better if i knew you or if i got a text or letter
But nope, you can't even try that much
But I've still raised myself to be the man I should and such
Like Learned how to shoot hoops, play ball, write a song
Maybe i was destined this way all along
Now i don't think you know how i've been
So i'll get some paper pick a beat and grab a pen
Nah im just kidding it's a joke im a comedian
Now it's time to fast forward and talk bout the next events
Now let's Fast forward 10 years ight?
Now 13 was a fucked up year in my life
Like i started stealing cars like every other night
Getting in fights n sneaking out just all this outta spite
Parents went away for a day so i called gabe
He showed up cracked a bottle time to celebrate
Told him come back round midnight and so we could go insane
At the time i Didn't even know what was gonna escalate
But him and holdyn showed up right on time
Took my screen out my window as i bouta to climb
Volentine grabbed my arm and said man this isn't fine
Plus I gotta a bad feeling and don't think you'll be alright
But i was like man, i'm fine, i've done this shit before
I got hella luck on my side im always cashin more
But my luck dropped dead that night it hit the floor
And after that night my family life would never Be restored
I was tryna park homies dad whip made a roundtrip
Making sure he ain't awake so we can park it quick
Turned my lights off then the fucking cops lights lit
So i pushed the pedal to floor and nascar shit
Pushing one fifty in a fucking fifty five
Crashed the car in a yard and ran for our lives
And we almost got away till all the calls arrived
Man my whole fucking family thought that we had died
Then my family started beefing mentally my mind was bleeding
I was disbelieving all the disagreeing I was seeing
Didn't know where what was leading felt like life lost it's meaning
But then i learned write and how to cope with all these feelings
Then my step dad started feening mentally my moms was screamin
All the fights and intervening i could see they both retreating
Then my moms got beaten took some time but she was leaving
But after all the grieving my life finally had some meanin

This all started with a single step
It all started with a single step
Yeah
Growing up

Written by:
Caleb Hanna

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