R.E.D - HABITS

These haters on my dick this shit up on my mind
Get a penny for your thoughts But I'll never drop a dime
Searching for some peace, yeah just some piece of mind
Hard to do these demons keep screaming deep inside
On my darkest days Searching for a gleam of light
Talking to myself saying it'll be alright
I read & write between the lines
The pen I'm bleeding dry
I needed time to see the side of me that needs a life
Look into my eyes somethings just can't be disguised
Tell me what you see bet you it can't be described
I've wished that I was dead now I want to be alive
Crazy how that works maybe I just need to smile
That's so fucking helpful I needed that advice
Pretty heavy stuff think I need to bag it twice
I'll take that to my grave hope they close my casket tight
Think I'll have a casket, now that's asinine
Breaking down this weed while I take a hit of acid
I don't panic I'm just grinning I'm jus living I am laughing
When I'm manic micro dose might go up in the attic
Peek around a little bit go surfing through the static
I was damaged, better now, better better than imagined
So erratic, never landed always chasing dragons
I could never catch it running running yeah I went and ran it
Right into the fucking ground crashed right into the planet
Shake it off play it off tried to hide my habits
Didn't work that's for sure you can ask my family
At my worst they're concerned that this is turning tragic
Needed help off to hell I was headed in a basket
Felt it in my atoms but I always hated asking
Now I'm dodging bullshit like I'm cutting through some traffic
Crazy looking back at my past and all my antics
I see the bigger picture so I gotta keep it candid

Written by:
Rocky Fitzpatrick

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