Darren Mason - Headspace

I was a man from a boy, no toys no Disney
No guidance in my life learning from the misery
Looking for a role someone to walk with me
Life was a challenge it was all to new to me
But if felt so old for me - I was free to roam with no dreams of my legacy
Taught to neglect psychological leprosy
Born with a debt no interest, no equity
I didn't think I was born on the earth to believe
I didn't think I was worth more than worthless
Born with a curse so I curse this
A sad way of life and living
trying to be alive in the trap that was trapping
Neglected not thriving, growing while surviving
Think back to those days
On the streets of the city we razed like hell
Street wise with our pride other side of the line
Still finding our ways we refuse to loose
We bruise we heal we begged and steal
In a blink of an eye cos we need to break the seal
Break the iron ceiling happiness and healing
humble and forgiving now I think I'm winning
Now I think I've been forgiven
Don't think I'm sinking
No shallow understanding under thinking
Don't hesitate no blinking
Cos you find your headspace
Always in the shadows of the lives of others
Those who paint pictures of their fathers and mother's
Showing me snaps of their holidays
Hoping there would be better days
Belly laughs and take aways
Supportive hearts and gently raised
But I always felt the blaze of the fire
Closed my eyes and imagined my desire
And opened them again and I know I can't pretend
I need a better friend I need a better family
I need a different plan
I have to understand me
I got no time to lose
Had to learn in life is the future life that we chose
Prepare to move obstacles
See beyond the optical
Writing new chronicles
Thinking of escape
Thinking chronological
Feel my own instinct be my own oracle 
Living in my headspace
Am I in the wrong place
Wrong Place
Fighting with the atmosphere
I feel it disconnecting me
Living in my headspace
Am I in the wrong place
Fighting with the atmosphere
I feel it disconnecting me
Fighting in a world where no-one cares
To listen in
I need a guide light
Fed up of this daily flight
I'll let karma disarm you we don't live right
When it was all strange
I felt the danger the the stranger
Felt a bit deranged only wish I could be braver
Knew I had to change
Be patient be stronger
I was going under
Roar of the thunder
No one left to blame no strength to surrender
Had to choose my life and I choose forever
Im in full bloom why your gloom make your soul go
Vibe is exploding in my Jet flow
Move out the way because its time to move your toes
Moving sub-par will leave you comatose
Hypnotised, wrong time lost race
Only born in this world to be replaced or misplaced
I brace make haste don't wanna feel the ground in the space race
Things were all strange and mixed up when I was a young man
There was no joy, riding on the gun run
There was fear in my veins so scared I was acting dumb
Be too clever wasn't smart so you get done
So I learnt to shut my mouth
I was looking down from up when things were going south
I knew a few things cos I know what its about
I must be prepared to fall on my sword
Be true to myself
Be true to my word
Why should I trust when they speak the absurd
I need to sharpen up
I won't be deterred
Carve my headspace
Cos I find my own outta space
Equit the accused -
gonna quit case
Life that choose
Gonna embrace
Interstellar new galactic I be outta here
I'm going atmospheric in the atmosphere
Fighting with the atmosphere
I feel it disconnecting me

Written by:
darren mason

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