Jonathan Crawford - I Get High

I can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Never gonna come down
Always gonna live a lie
Always gonna fake cry
Always gonna fake try
Always gonna fuck around
Never look me in the eye
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
I don't need your company
I don't need your sympathy
I don't need to love
Got my ceiling fan in the sky
Angels cry above
Catching tears on my umbrella
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
I just wanna fucking die
I just wanna fucking fly
Get out my way, cause I'm rolling up to the sky
Get out my way, cause I'm falling out of love with life
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Take me to the zoo where my home is
I just wanna look through the bars while I choke this
I just wanna sit on the bucket while I poke this
Glass ain't real but I see it everywhere that my nose is
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
I don't wanna think, but I can't stop
I dont' wanna drink, so I don't pop
I don't wanna sink, so I dont' drop
I dont' wanna soar, so I don't hop
I don't wanna push through the shrink wrap
Pop top
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
I don't wanna feel shit
I just wanna lose it
Just 'cause I got it don't mean I gotta use it
Just 'cause I got it don't mean I gotta choose it
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
I don't wanna be a let down, so I don't try
I don't wanna be a superstar, so I bide time
I don't wanna be a real nigga so I stay in line
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Looking out the window
All I see is money, though
All I see is money, though
You know what?
Maybe I'm just not cut out for capitalism
I can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Never gonna be enough
Sick of always staying tough
I'm a diamond in the rough
Go ahead, judge me
Not by the color of my skin, but by my insta feed
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Doesn't even matter if it doesn't work
I'll be out cold by the time I start thinking
It's over
Can't feel good about myself, so I get high
Everybody does it
I ain't tryna judge it
I ain't tryna push it
I ain't tryna shush it
I just wanna say shit
'Cause I'm on delay
This living like a ghost got me
Making monthly payments

Written by:
Jonathan Crawford

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