Kevin Turner - if not me

I can't control my life, pray I'll be home by nine
Shit got a hold on me, but girl I been on my grind
Never did say too much, but girl you been on my mind
It ain't been the same with us, I know everything ain't fine
Playing games with me get dangerous, tell me just what I'm danger of
Nonchalant like I don't give a fuck, post a picture like it's scandalous
Insecure like you can't handle love, and you think you always right
Think you got a hold on me, well guess you didn't think this time
Don't understand where your mind goes, I don't know who leading you wrong
Always pull back when I come close, so where do you think I belong
Things getting too personal, and I ain't crossing no lines
If you don't want me around, then give me a sign
But baby think about it who you going to, if not me, if not me?
I know shit been getting hard, but you don't care enough it seems
If not me, if not me, if not me then who you see?
If not me, if not me, you don't care enough it seems
Oh baby, writing painted on the walls, I gotta thank you later
'Cause you ain't give a shit at all, so sure I felt the same and
With you it just feels like a job, stay trying to read your statements
But clearly we destined to fall, I feel a way but there ain't no other option to choose
Too many scars up on my heart that there's nothing to bruise
And in the end I choose myself I got nothing to lose
Push my emotions down inside, soldier on this ain't new
Nothing new
A nigga don't speak upon his problems, 'cause his problems never change
Can't take my mind off from these bitches, like they ain't treating me the same
Shit I can't keep up with the liquor, shit been fuckin' with my brain
So baby you think you won for now, no
But baby think about it who you going to, if not me, if not me?
I know shit been getting hard, but you don't care enough it seems
If not me, if not me, if not me then who you see?
If not me, if not me, then you don't care enough it seems
If not me, if not me
If not me then who you see?

Written by:
Jeffrey Yinusa

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