AyekayThaGreat - Insomniac (feat. Honey)

I think I'm out of time, this is my last goodbye
I know that you can't let go, just trust me it'll be fine
I see that you can't sleep, you wish that this was a dream
But now you've gotta wake up
Here's a story I bet you wouldn't believe, I was jogging through the forest something I couldn't see
Came out from in the bushes hit me square in the teeth, blood pouring out my mouth as I drop to my knees
I look up to see who's casting the shadow, he wanted phone, keys, or cash but I had none
He prolly woulda shot me if he wasn't outta ammo so off the cliff he sent me left behind like a shadow
But when I opened up my eyes you were all I could see, I entered the ambulance and realized all that I need
Has been in front on me for years I guess I couldn't see, but I kept it to myself I was losing my sanity
She had saved my life and I had always felt like I owed her as the years go by we were getting closer and closer
I wanna know if you feel the same way I need the closure because I feel like I'm going insane I shove it down lower
My homies kept on telling me to take a shot but I'd rather not let her know my feelings and get caught
I don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable so I'll just not, I'll keep on being patient and hold on to what I've got but
Eventually I couldn't help myself I needed better cards than the ones that I was dealt
So I went to risk it all put my fear on the shelf and turns out that was the best day of my life beat by nothing else
I think I'm out of time, this is my last goodbye
I know that you can't let go, just trust me it'll be fine
I see that you can't sleep, you wish that this was a dream
But now you've gotta wake up
I took a shot now look where I'm at now, 14 months in no turning back now
Every time I look at you I'm still in wow, 3 years of fear that you would've turned me down
Now I know that you felt the same way, it was a middle school crush we didn't say a thing
Even though we both knew it we would hide it away, and now we look each other in the eyes and say anything
We'd sneak out in the middle of the night, lay in the field and look up at all the stars in sight
And I admit it every once in a while we'd have a fight, but every single time things would always end up alright
We would stay up for hours and we'd just talk about life, and what was bugging us never keeping things inside
I think I might have took those times for granted because I, never in my life would I have ever thought that you'd...
But one night I guess her dad had too many boos, he had gotten in a fight with a couple of dudes
Biggest mistake of his life they weren't in the mood and so they beat him down and let him walk home with his wounds
But they hadn't had enough they weren't done until, they followed him to his house and from there it went down hill
The next day they came back they were driving a little fast rolled down the window took a shot with intention to kill
I think I'm out of time, this is my last goodbye
I know that you can't let go, just trust me it'll be fine
I see that you can't sleep, you wish that this was a dream
But now you've gotta wake up
My legs are feeling kinda weak I don't know what happened, I'm too scared to get up should I start to panic
I'm loosing feeling in my hands my brain is being harassed and the pain is everywhere and my vision is turning black
And I finally get the strength in my body to stand up from the back of the couch but something don't add up
Then I realize what just happened that we just got shot up and when I saw what was left I felt the vomit coming up
All I can do is force the feelings away, when they call on me in class I don't got nun to say
And now I can't sleep, I don't think I'm ok, I'll just lie though cause I don't feel like talking today
4 years later and I still can't sleep I never thought something like that would have cut this deep
One moment I'm so fucking angry I could split the seas then the next I'm feeling down I think I need therapy
So I started writing music just to act as it, cause I don't know how to talk about how bad it gets
So just know how I'm feeling as I practice this I can't live without you I can finally admit
You don't know how much I miss everything that we did, and it's getting to the point where I might just commit
I got one in the chamber and I might use it, as I'm writing this I can't take this shit!

Written by:
Kamhi Cameron

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