Intrnet Boyfriend - fall in love

I don't know that I can fall in love
Cus I don't think I know myself
Or my heart any more
And seeing myself I don't see someone
Who could ever be doing well
Cus what's enough any more
She sent photos of her ass and said she wanted to blow me
I don't know what to say I sent the peach emoji
Why do crowded rooms make me feel so lonely
I just wanna be somebody's one and only
I don't know what I need, but I know I gotta find it
I think I should be happy but does that make me entitled
I should have kept my head down baby now I'm feeling blinded
But back to these photos, oh I'm turning up the brightness
I don't know that I can fall in love
Cus I don't think I know myself
Or my heart any more
And seeing myself I don't see someone
Who could ever be doing well
Cus what's enough any more
I don't know what I'm doing, can somebody show me
It's been a long time since someone got to know me
Something in the silence makes it feel unholy
I'm countin seconds in the night they pass so slowly
The isolation's setting in I guess I'll check my phone
It's hard to find the words to say I never feel at home
Somehow I'm in her bed again I don't like saying no
And even when she's next to me I'm sleeping all alone
I don't know that I can fall in love
Cus I don't think I know myself
Or my heart any more
And seeing myself I don't see someone
Who could ever be doing well
Cus what's enough any more
Walls up, stay strong
Too close, so long
It's still the same story always so forth and so on
Pain is not forever but it's so easy to prolong
Things are getting better all i have to do is hold on
Maybe he's born with it maybe it's body dysmorphia
Nature versus nurture it's that man made euphoria
If god made me like this then I guess I'll sing a Gloria
In excelsis deo til the day that I'm victorious
I don't know that I can fall in love
Cus I don't think I know myself
Or my heart any more
And seeing myself I don't see someone
Who could ever be doing well
Cus what's enough any more

Written by:
Dominic Delzompo

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