STEWXRT - Lightbulb

I think I need to take some time off
I've been frying my brain, need a lightbulb
Long time since the brightness, yeah
Sometimes I just wonder
Wheres the fucking time gone
Oh, I can't even think so fogged
Yeah I'm on a brink, don't call
Pour myself another drink
I take another sip, I'm gone
Looking back I don’t see nothing we’ll be taking with us
It’s not the same, I guess it’s life but fuck it man this shit hurts
Can’t be coping, feeling distant isn’t helping this lust
I realised the truth it opened up my chest and my lungs
I’m sedative drunk, being sober ain’t helping
Still afloat in the mud, amongst this ocean I’m left in
Nobodies helping
I’m on my own, they moan that I’m selfish
That’s a fucking prime example of the shit that I’ve dealt with
It’s my story, the same one always
I do what they told me and just ignored it but it’s only caused pain
All these nights I spend in hope but all my thoughts are too vague
Wondering what’s my fate, watch my brain wander away
It’s too late, I loose faith
I guess I’m always finding it tough
Every time I get a thought it ends up biting the dust
Yeah I’m sorry if I might not be as prime as I was
Tryna' put some light in this bulb
I think I need to take some time off
I've been frying my brain, need a lightbulb
Long time since the brightness, yeah
Sometimes I just wonder
Wheres the fucking time gone
Oh, I can't even think so fogged
Yeah I'm on a brink, don't call
Pour myself another drink
I take another sip, I'm gone
I’ll be gone until the morning when I’m rough yeah
Looking out the window curtains open and the sun hits
Still I’m filled with emptiness, I’m hollow mixed with drunkness
Think I’m all over this shit, I’m finally saying fuck this
Yeah I’m ill accomplished, I hear them say I’m up next
They pop up saying I’m on the up
Must be just a drunk text
I Guess i shouldn’t bat an eyelid, I shouldn’t obsess
My problems blowing up and all these dramas cause enough stress
Really I should work and get my life on track
I just sit and procrastinate on my phone and watch my life go past
Fuck a 9-5 I’d rather sleep, got no time for cash
Now will you join me while I light this fag
They try to brag, but I just stay humble
I hit 100k a track I’d still say thanks for numbers
Thanks understanding and seeing where I come from
It’s mad to think people actually listen and see the pain of my struggles
It’s a long way home
But I’m gonna get there, wait until my heads clear
Then I’m gonna rock this boat
Journey doesn’t end here, though I still pretend that the ends near
I think I need to take some time off
I've been frying my brain, need a lightbulb
Long time since the brightness, yeah
Sometimes I just wonder
Wheres the fucking time gone
Oh, I can't even think so fogged
Yeah I'm on a brink, don't call
Pour myself another drink
I take another sip, I'm gone

Written by:
Stewart McAllister

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