STEWXRT - Lost (feat. Sincerely T)

Still remember the day that he left us
Still remember the pain, it's forever
Still remember you blaming me? never
Your too stubborn, I swear you were better
I been away but I'm back now, hidden in the background
But it's whatever
Couple months gone, I been quiet
I remember when they used to say I'm next up
I been doing me bro, now they know my ego's wired
I guess everyone's against us
Had some people keep close, I don't really need those
All my faith's gone, I got less trust
Feeling like I need to get away from it all
Asked god what to do, and he said run
And now I wonder am I meant for this
Find it hard to focus, all I ever do is reminisce
Feels like only in the past, I was ever happy
This shit it never parts me, that's why I always dwell on it
Living in a town full of martians
Alienated, if only they could feel the prejudice
You tryna' hit my line when I'm tryna' free my mind
Fuck your drama, I got mine to deal with separate
Remember all those nights on the bikes looking at the streetlights
Man, they would always know it's us
Now they spending nights on the white, put their life on the line
Fuck it, guess they call it growing up
Feel the heartache, yeah that's all a photo does
Been some hard days, I'm just tryna' find a buzz
Other than a bottle and these drugs
I'm just hollow and I'm wondering if I can ever overcome
I'm just tryna' find my own place
Not like none of them, they won't change
I'm just tryna' find my way out
Dreaming of a life with no shame
I'm just tryna' find my own place
Not like none of them, they won't change
I'm just tryna' light my flame yeah
Dreaming of the times from those days
Yeah, we're all lost
We're just living, living lost
Got no time now
This is all we got
We're all lost
We're just living, living lost
Needing light now
Someone turned it off
Really I'm just tired of feeling hollow
Funny how I thought I'd found answers in a bottle
In my car of life, and I'm riding full throttle
And these demons right beside me, all they ever do is follow
And I'm always feeling stuck but I never change
All this negativity lying in my brain
Probably why I'm pouring up every other day
Ending up feeling so fucked in the same place, god damn
Why is my heart so cold
I threw that shit up to the North Pole
I been feeling so damn alone
And this heartbreak on my chest, you know that it be murdering me
Permanently, stuck
Told her I could never get enough
Of you, of us
Look at me I'm someone you can trust
When I fall down I just keep on trying
Look me in my eyes and say I'm lying
Life's a rap and imma keep on rhyming
Shoot my shot and hope its perfect timing
It sucks to live when you feel like your dying
But I believe in you
Life is what you choose
Life is what you choose
I'm just tryna' find my own place
Not like none of them, they won't change
I'm just tryna' find my way out
Dreaming of a life with no shame
I'm just tryna' find my own place
Not like none of them, they won't change
I'm just tryna' light my flame yeah
Dreaming of the times from those days
Yeah, we're all lost
We're just living, living lost
Got no time now
This is all we got
We're all lost
We're just living, living lost
Needing light now
Someone turned it off

Written by:
Stewart McAllister, Tristan Hamilton

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