Royal Ryan - MEMORY

I can never fake who I am, I can never fake who I am, yeah, it's just part of the plan
I can never fake who I am, I can never fake who I am, yeah, Royal Ryan
I can never fake who I am, I remember being up at 3am, I couldn't sleep
Anxiety comes at night, so I lay awake and just fight, till I finally pass out
Looking at the ceiling, thinking about, all the good times in my life
Way before I ever had a son or a wife, now they're all just memories
My old friends are gone, I feel so forgotten, being in this dark place I don't feel like talking
Family is still here, but they don't understand, they can't see that I'm drowning in quicksand
I was smiling with a knife in my back, and I had this pain in my heart
If you can't figure out why I rap, then you're obviously not that smart
This was all I had, no friends, only demons, so I picked up the pen and the pad
Said it's time to express what I'm feeling, so what I'm human
I get sad, sometimes I get mad, I'm a little different
Not many chase there dreams, some smoke a little too much green
Some play too many video games, I ain't hating though, cause I used to do the same
Until I realized I want the fortune and fame, well not the fame, just people to understand my pain
I just wanna connect with people like me, tell them you can be whatever you wanna be
Go do what you want right now, before your dreams become a memory
Yeah, go tell that person you love them, before you lose your memory
I'm just a memory, nobody here feeling me
I'm just a memory, somebody tell me why they ain't feeling me
I'm just a memory, nobody's ever here for me
Man, what's wrong with me
I was there when they needed me, when I needed them they're gone
They only hit me up when they need something, but they can't ever check out my song
You hit my phone with that drama, please leave me alone
Everyday I put positive energy in the air, yeah there's only good karma in here

Written by:
Austin Knight

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