Shockwave Music Productions - Messenger Pigeon

Dear to the one most high It's been a while since I sent a letter
You know the one strapped with the blue lace right on his feather
Dear to the one most high I sent my bird up weeks ago
Is he still throwing ones thats the fifth time he fights a crow
Dear to the one most high Sometimes I wonder if he even made it
Did he get tired Has he expired did he decide to evade it
Dear to the one most high i'm still waiting on that reply
Where you at God I guess I'm alone in this I'll get by

I've been crying out
Have Departed me
Haven't you heard my apology
Haven't you looked at me Honestly
Haven't you noticed the broken me
Then again
I look deep in my self
Notice the filth on the book shelf
Shrug off my shoulders and say well
I guess I'll get use to these dusty shelves
Every step that I take it just hurts like hell
Feels like Im walking on egg shells
They broke apart and I nearly fell
Been a few time that I really fell
But you already know all of this
It's all on my letters it's hard to miss
Honestly hurry up open one up I'm sweating And starting to get pist

I'm feeling like I'm straight trash This ain't a show this is straight facts
I'm surrounded by loved ones but they do not see my deep attacks
What's going through mind see It's chaos you can't fix me
I hope you can fix me God I hope you can fix me

I'm in a Runaway train of thoughts
It kinda feels like connecting dots
But i get lost in a dark void
Seems like I just made a wrong choice
But that's topical of me tho I mean look deep in my letters
I've wrote it all with a pencil I just hope soon I get better

I'm feeling like I'm straight trash This ain't a show this is straight facts
I'm surrounded by my loved ones but they do not see my deep attacks
What's going through mind see It's chaos you can't fix me
I hope you can fix me God I hope you can fix me

My mind pleags me with doubt An fear
Fail marriage and I shed them tears
I'm Not where I wanna be
No house nor a bae to see
Year 30 it be complex
Living life from check to checks
I need you to come help me
Cuz all These demons engulf me

Written by:
Jonathan Miranda

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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