Torrian Ball - Numb

I been feeling pain for so long
Put me through this pain for so long
I'm so numb
I been feeling pain


Life ain't fair but it goes on
Everything feels right til it goes wrong
Ice running through my veins I am so numb
From the ones I call blood that showed me no love
csking god do you hear me
cll I wanted was to make the people hear me
Why the truth that I speak make em fear me.
Why these women feel the need to try to heal me
Is it cuz I was adopted
Somebody's option
Its been fuckin' wit my conscious
I'm trying to process
Picture being in the projects
Wit swollen optics
Where niggaz ending up in boxes
For getting profit
If you feeling low know you ain't alone
I would rather have you here than being gone
Hope it put you in a zone when you hear this song
Every line that I wrote came from the soul
On god

I been feeling pain for so long
Put me through this pain for so long
I'm so numb
I been feeling pain

Suicide on my mind but I don't wanna die
Im so empty inside I don't feel alive
Overdose on melatonin just to sleep at night
Ever felt the type of pain you can't even cry
this ain't the type of life that I visualized
Never thought i'd be the type that you criticize
I gotta bunch of different sides like a gemini
But they both turned cold like the winter sky
take a look into my eyes u can see the pain
U can tell I got regrets cuz I made mistakes
cll this PTSD giving me shakes
Taking L after L I can't get a break
I want that type of love I don't gotta chase
I want that type of love that don't turn to hate
You can fight a lot of things but can't fight fate
Im irate trying to escape from this mind state

I been feeling pain for so long
Put me through this pain for so long
Im so numb
I been feeling pain
I been feeling pain for so long
Put me through this pain for so long
Im so numb
I been feeling pain

Written by:
TORRIAN BALL

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