Thy Lightbearer - Pathway (feat. Michael Anthony Trapp)

I want deliverance, I want relief
I want beliverance, I want no grief
I want happy massed, is that really hard to ask
Relapse in to see the outcast
Collapse in to view the down past
Perhaps you will-will come, outlast
Elapse on and I'll really be last
But I am livin' so-so fast
Nineteen years but feel forty's past
One-two tears but real stories masked
Yeah, I'm a clown even when down, and I'm a fake even when taken
Yeah, she took my heart, made it bleed, shook us apart, paid with speed
Shot me to death, she was the test
'Got a bunch of demons on my left, they're screamin' in my ears I think I'm goin' deaf
On my right's an Angel in a spotlight, he's whisperin'
Hold on tight, hold on tight, it's gonna be all right, gonna be all right, hold on tight to the light
We're at the finale, my screws gone loose
Both beings in my sight, whose way do I choose
We're at the end of the path, whose way will I choose
Whose way will you choose, set a fuse I know I'm gon' lose
I'm so sick of this abuse, what else have I got to lose
Perhaps they'll all care once I'm gone, 'so hard to bear I was played like a pawn
How many times do I even complain
How many times do you leave me insane
My brains goin' insane, almost everybody's the same
Most the world's so fake, all the girls so fake
But who am I to blame, who am I to blame
I'm ashamed it's a game set aflame, it's so lame, what a shame, now, I've exclaimed
Yeah, last girl left me heartbroken, heart chokin'
Last girl left me on open, kept hopin'
All these girls leave me in the dust, still not over it
'Seems like the whole world leaves me in the dust
But what's new, I'm so used to it, used to no trust
I got no friends, what's family, they left me behind
'Least I got truth on my side, never leaves me behind
What am I left with
What am I left with
What am I left with
What am I left with
'Got a bunch of demons on my left, they're screamin' in my ears I think I'm goin' deaf
On my right's an Angel in a spotlight, he's whisperin'
Hold on tight, hold on tight, it's gonna be all right, hold on tight to the beloved light
'Know that love is real, but why do I have all of these feels
Love is really true, but I'm waiting to say that I really do
Lookin' at my parents, lookin' at my parents, thirty-nine years marriage
They're still goin', thankful to have them in my life
They're the best people, I know, always there throughout all the strife
Maybe one day I'll find a wife, find her, find the right one
Oh, the right one
Maybe one day I'll find the one
But I'm twirled in all this heartbreak, all of this heartache, what am I left with
Yeah, I'm a lost soul, blessed but stressed
I'll be last 'cause I'm trash
Now I'm trynna live the road of happiness
Pursuit of happiness, full of jokes
Pursuit of property, full of hoax
Pursue property and all I find is scrappiness, real unhappiness
Maybe one day we'll get there, maybe if I'm-
Maybe if I'm still still spared
I was placed here to lead the lost souls
But how can I lead when I've lost my own goals
It's just so arduous to live life heartily when you endure love that's dead and knifed artily
My tears come out like a hurricane but I wish they would just hurl my pain
And Ima live a peasant but I will die a legend
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Take the past and make it art, something beautiful

Written by:
Dustin Trapp, Michael Trapp

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