Modyst - Philophobia

I am shattered
I recognize your patterns
Why do we act this way?
Long for loving
Wait, we just got closer
Why do we pack our things?
I wanna hold you
I wanna be the one to show you
there's still hope in love
We'd be perfect.
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... Open up
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... open up
We'll never see that through

Ooh I'd risk it all for you
Slip and fall for you
Pray to God for you
Place your hand in my mine
Take that walk with you
Nothing can arise without obstacles
I just wanna give all the stars to you
Fuck... it's always so on and off with you
For a second please let your guard down
I think I just might fall in love with you
Fall in love with you... Fall in love with you
Please be patient, I'm RN loving you
Seamlessly I connect like ECG just to make sure your heart is functional
Got our conversations on playback
Don't forget the day when I said that
You're that certain song in my mind
Though now we don't speak, it still plays that same track
Why disguise behind pride? I hate that
We'd rather toss love aside than state facts
If it ain't mutual then let me know
But like... If you want me, why not just say that?
Looking for honesty, hoping we can arrange that
A chance that'll never come again, I wanna take back
The minute we get close, we get up and get ghost
It's getting repetitive and I'm willing to change that right now
I love when I'm caught up in
your olive skin
No, I can't resist
But I can't pretend I'm not a man who's bottled in, so I must admit That all I do is think about you day and night, yes that's all I do
Therefore I might go insane if I continue to refrain from the truth

I am shattered
I recognize your patterns
Why do we act this way?
Long for loving
Wait, we just got closer
Why do we pack our things?
I wanna hold you
I wanna be the one to show you
there's still hope in love
We'd be perfect.
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... Open up
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... open up
We'll never see that through

Time is frozen
Minds explode
Divides erode inside this moment
Why we're chosen? I don't  know
Don't fight like I control it
Life has showed through signs and omens we'd be perfect
I see beneath the surface to your heart like CT surgeons
She's the sweetest person
Eyes innocent, speech is worship
5 minutes of little intimate things with she is worth it
Fuck pics, you're scripture perfect
I Rehearse, nitpick your verses
Hips and curves; I'm quick to learn
If at all I'm anxious, nervous, wordless
I'm sure to make it up with a verb when words miss
Never in a rush, take my time for certain
I tend to wonder what's on your mind, I search
Forgive me when I walk past your door opened wide
I've love and I've lied.
This pride, it hurts deep
Pardon my speech
How could the heart on my sleeve show that I'm guarded and weak?
Pride is hardest to beat
Humans are fickle and fake as if feelings have gone in a week
Have you thought about me?
My efforts to study your cardio, every particle
Please... I'm callin to thee
Trippin off fallin in love
You can just fall into me
Like atrium to ventricle to system
Head to acetabulum to hip
Despite how I describe our vibes and rhythms
Pride disguises signs
We're blind; we missed them
Leave each other hanging like ellipsis
Sick of all the games and repetition
If I dont act to end this in this instant
This unrequited theme I'll have to live with

I am shattered
I recognize your patterns
Why do we act this way?
Long for loving
Wait, we just got closer
Why do we pack our things?
I wanna hold you
I wanna be the one to show you there's still hope in love
We'd be perfect.
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... Open up
We'll never see that through unless we open up
Open up... open up
We'll never see that through

Written by:
Nicholas Ward

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