Mike Thomas - Picking Up My Pooty (Depression)

I'm glad you got what you need
I'm happy that you got it all figured out
But my friend, you forgot about me
If you're gone, tell me what I'm supposed to do now
Do you remember that night in the parking lot that I was born in
In shambles, I gave you a reason to fight
You said nothing would ever be more important
Than making all your dreams come to life
Now I'm thinking you lied
(Your point is valid, I can't deny it
But I don't think you're listening
Things are not what they seem
I tried to fight this, overwhelming silence
But I never gave up on my dreams
Cause they're the ones that left me)
So that's it, you're just gonna wave a white flag
Surrender all the nights you'll never get back
I'm disappointed in you
How you gonna feel knowing you gave up
On the only fucking thing that ever showed you love?
Does it only matter when it happens to you?
Cause if you're leaving, you know I can't come too
I'll be in the dark, crying just like you
The only difference is I won't have a friend
And if you need me, I can't be there
You'll be broken again, all alone and scared
With your ironic fear of abandonment
(That's the point that I'm trying to make, I've grown
Enough to say that I'll be okay
But you make me go to a darker place
When your thoughts are consumed by the utter chaos
You might enjoy the ride, but its time to get off
Even if it doesn't leave a smile on your face)
I think I understand, but I don't know
If I'll be okay with nowhere to go
Can't help but feel responsible
For holding you back so long, but I hope
You wake up one day, and forget you need me
Hug your family, and take pride in yourself
Before you remember you were screaming
About slitting wrists from anxiety
Don't forget you had a friend like me
Just don't forget me (I couldn't if I tried)
Find your happy ending (You know you'll be on my mind)
I'll miss you so much (You know I'll miss you too)
If things feel hopeless (That's right, I'll remember you)

Written by:
Mike Schraeder

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find