Royal T - Prideful

I know your young T, but soon your going to have to face it
Just a kid, but in your mind are these hallucinations
Horrific thoughts, brought on by the past situations
You take it to the head and feel like gon' have to fake it
Watching pain go by, staring at the ceiling hoping they can't hear you cry
Hearing demons talking bout you as they walk on by
Saying your the only reason that your friendships die
And man that eat me alive
Because the truth hurts
Should taken the chance, you could've saved her
Now there's a whole in our hearts, I'm diving head first
Into the waves, holding my breath hurts
Now you can't take it no more
Pressure on shoulder, feeling like your waging a war
Pride came, shell casings started hitting the floor
Taking everything you want and sending it to the Lord
I'm praying that he send it back, before I'm reaching the door
I'm prideful, took a step in a direction for a title
I'm making rivals, learned I wasn't chasing dreams but idol
And all the time I wasted wasn't fiction it was final
Swimming deep in regrets, trying to get back to the surface but I'm caught in the net
Of the past, drag me down, water filling my chest
Spirit leaving, bring it back as I'm drawing my breath
I wake up, is this death
Is this death, yeah

I got a feeling I can't look at you again
Not the same way I did
The past, present, and future they all making me tense
Because the person in the mirror, he ain't looking like a kid
Still watching pain go by
Ain't effect me like it used to
Put my heart on ice
Contemplating who I used to be, can't look in his eyes
I despise living lies, had to get back right, (Had to get back right)
As I'm getting older
Found the only thing I'm really doings, getting colder
Taking chances, every second, yeah, I'm getting bolder
Taking punches, learning how to swing and be a soldier (But I ain't got closure)
Cause I'm prideful
Turning over in this never ending cycle
Only thing that keep me floating, it's survival
Feeding off the music, wait for my arrival
Living life, taking dives, beating trials
Breaking ties, follow signs, a disciple
Take me to a higher place, no longer prideful
Trust in God never know where I might go (Where I might go)

Written by:
Charles Griffin

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