Cold Cypher - pushing me away

She's pushing me away
Baby stop I know I'm late
Why can't you stay?
You say you needed space
(I'm still the same) I'm still the same
Why not tell me I should change?
I can't escape (I can't escape)
All these thoughts are full of hate
I gotta be the man, that you wanna stay for
I don't know, why you're always so afraid of
The shit I've done
I know I am not the one
What I did was wrong
I'm all alone now that you're gone
As of late I don't feel safe from myself
Contemplate what I crave because I'm in a cell
Of smoke and hate, this cage feels like hell
When I try to escape, leave this space I always fail
Everytime I want to die I try
To remember what it's like to feel alive
Can't find my mind when I write
I'm so depressed when I type in these lines
Cigarettes in my bed after sex
I was upset when she left like I'm trash
I don't have many friends because I value them
When I've been down, can you tell me where you've been?
I don't know why I'm always by my lonesome
Hoping I will find my home soon
You didn't believe, that your efforts really helped
Now I'm sitting in my room by myself
To be honest that's not how I actually felt
Everyday you saved me from my mental health
One, two, I miss everything 'bout you
Three, four, I'm gonna pull up at your door
Five, six, I wanna kiss you on the lips
Seven, eight, finding you had to be fate
Losing you without a trace
I been thinking 'bout your face
With all our memories erased
I hoped our love will never fade
Every night I've been running from this fright
Cannot hide I'm losing myself this time
In my mind I feel like I'm dying
Woah, fu-, you left me fucked up in the silence
Every night I've been running from this fright
Cannot hide I'm losing myself this time
In my mind I feel like I'm dying
Woah, fu-, you left me fucked up in the silence
One, two, I miss everything 'bout you
Three, four, I'm gonna pull up at your door
Five, six, I wanna kiss you on the lips
Seven, eight, finding you had to be fate

Written by:
Marc Anders

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