OverTime Hustle - Real Freestyle (feat. Jojo X)
Yeah
I don't speak for the streets
I speak for me
You feel me
I look around, I wonder where they at
Still living in the past, I'm hurt too much I can't go back
Looking at my dad, not knowing he'd fell in love with crack
They called him a crack addict
In my eyes, that's my dad
He just had a habit
Maybe he got thoughts in his head
That he cannot manage
Maybe he ain't have no one to talk to
They wouldn't understand him
A lot of pain on his fucking heart
He jus couldn't battle
Friends won't friends
They were snakes, he didn't hear the rattle
My eyes open at the crack of dawn
Somuch shit I wanted to tell my moms
Scary dreams at night, man
That's the shit that brought me harm
Never slept at night, it was time for school
No need for no alarm
Riding down dirt roads in papa red Ford
Been wanting, dreamt a studio
It was something they couldn't afford
I speak with real, my baby mama trippin
And my daughter need me still
Now I'm gone off a pill
See my daughter on the TV
Swear man it looks so real
Y'all expecting me to chill
My daughter the only thing that keep me healed
I bet feelings change
When Jojo touch a 'mil
'Rarri dreams, rapping life is not a hobby thing
Y'all think I'm being modest
Nah, I'm jus being honest
Nobody understands
Man, yeah them drugs take me the longest
I'd never diss on my daughter
Nigga that's a promise
I feel the most hated, am I a target
Red laser on my head, no bull shit
Yea I'm scared
Save myself, so I ran jump the fence
So I wouldn't flip on my head
Gunshots skipped the tree and somehow snipped my head
I hear the beep I woke up
And it was just a dream
Sometimes I wonder is the lord really taking me
Or maybe he was texting me
I was giving more
Now I'm giving less of me
One thing I don't wanna see
Is my name on a Rest In Peace
Man, it feel like I'm in school
Why these people keep on testing me
My words be the secret to this ingredient
This the recipe
Yea they dragging me
I can't sleep without the devil riding me
I don't know nobody so why these strangers
Keep on dapping me
That's the only love I get
And then my family keep on attacking me
Focus on the money
Cause that's all I ever see
It's green I still can't believe my dad been a fiend
Shit fucked me up, man
That shit almost shattered all my dreams
I can't lose hope, I hope I blow
In a world full of savages
In the studio everyday
Ain't rapping bout no average shit
Rap bout no savage shit
Rap bout pain, man
Cause that's all I done ever lived
Won't supposed to make it
I was supposed to die as a kid
Music in my blood
And I guess that's why God let me live
I'm still thankful that I'm here
Check the sky above my eyebrow
Cause you know this shit so real
(And you know this shit so real)
Written by:
Jordan Jones
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