Jsmiling - Saturn Sun

Once was a guy
Who felt left behind
Lost in a world so
Unsatisfied
Twas went a man
In search of a friend
A simple answer
A certain plan
But he's addicted
To be enough
He's steady living
Inside a cup
That's overflowing
And bound to bust
He's down in the deep end
But when you see him
He covers up
His desperation
He smiles it off
But he's alone and now looking up
For some kind of lifeline
Looking for the Saturn Sun
After the showers are gone
Looking for the light in the dark
Cuz all he ever wanted was love
(To be loved)
To being loved is some kind of dream
We all chase it but don't want to be
Vulnerable, emotional of
All the things a man shouldn't mean
I can recall my days in my teens
Where I would stuff all my feelings between
My alter egos, all that I did well
But that just gave me more anxiety
I didn't know I was weak until I went through it
A deep depression, I battled through my high school years
I felt nobody cared bout me, nobody really was there
I tried to find ways to love through all my actions
Become somebody, look polished and then they'll come in
Be super happy, look dapper, keep up that image
Of what they want
Cuz Everybody wants to feel loved
Everybody wants to be the one
Nobody wants to feel alone
Cuz everybody wants a hand to hold
But I didn't find my solace in
This world of artificialness
I trusted only in the one who gives
True happiness
Looking for the Saturn Sun
After the showers are gone
Looking for the light in the dark
Cuz all he ever wanted was love
Looking for the Saturn Sun
After the showers are gone
Looking for the light in the dark
Cuz all he ever wanted was love
(To be loved)
Looking for the Saturn Sun
After the showers are gone
Looking for the light in the dark
Cuz all I ever wanted was love
(To be loved)

Written by:
Jared Smiling

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