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I don't care about the talk
I don't care about critique
I just look the other way and pretend I didn't see
Run my fingers through my hair and pretend I'm loving me
I don't care about concern
I just do it how I want
If I wasn't insecure then I'd feel like a savant
Then I'd feel like a savant, yeah
I cannot stress it enough
The way that I'm feeling right now I'm 'bout four or five seconds from fucking it up
Shout out to Rhianna 'cause things have been rocky for me
Since I stepped on the scene
So I wanna ask how these artists are doing it man without feeling obscene
Man, what
How come I feel like I lost?
Only been at it a couple of months and all that I feel is exhausted
Look for a meaning then lost it
I don't care I might just stop
Cause how come I'm sad every time, every time that I drop
Going straight to hell you can see in my decline
You can say that I'm a nihilist, that's not my frame of mind
Trying to get it out, post it up and advertise
Have another person noticing I hardly even try
I don't have the confidence that I can hide behind
I was feeling down again but guess that I survived
Tell me how I shouldn't care
You wont know unless you're there
Hate myself this isn't fair
Time to quit I must prepare
I cannot stress it enough
The way that I'm feeling right now I'm 'bout four or five seconds from fucking it up
Shout out to Rhianna but things have been rocky for me
Since I stepped on the scene
So I wanna ask how these artists are doing it man without feeling obscene
Man, what
How come I feel like I lost?
Only been at it a couple of months and all that I feel is exhausted
Looking for meaning then lost it
I don't care I might just
I don't care I might just stop
Cause how come i'm sad every time that I drop
Take the time to get inside my mind and find it
I cant feel me failing soon, i think I'm psychic
Wanna sing but I'm still going through a crisis
I'm too anxious up in here I think I might dip
Run away from my memory
Take a nice trip
Constantly feel like I'm choking and its a tight grip
If you keep asking me questions I think I might flip
When is the album coming out and do you like dick
Why does all your music sound the same to me
How come you put a wocky slush sound inside the beat
In a matter of time I'll be out on the street
Because the only one who doesn't believe in me is me
I'm not happy with the shit I'm making
Parents say they're proud
My heart is aching
But I've come to the realization that I'm the biggest pessimist
And nobody knows me and I don't think that I can shake it
I cannot stress it enough
The way that I'm feeling right now I'm 'bout four or five seconds from fucking it up
Shout out to Rhianna 'cause things have been rocky for me
Since I stepped on the scene
So I wanna ask how these artists are doing it man without feeling obscene
Man, what
How come I feel like I lost?
Only been at it a couple of months and all that I feel is exhausted
Look for a meaning then lost it
I don't care I might just stop
Cause how come I'm sad every time, every time that I drop

Written by:
Alyvia Schommer, Logan Snyder

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