WhosMerci & Xander Beats - Soju Soulja

Mixing the moscato with the soju
I'm eating all these edibles just like its soul food
She pulling up it's the new me mixed with the old you
I had to grind to get this far up on my own two
My mind designed me with these scars here I can show you
Some days I think about giving up, I ain't gon' hold you
Some days I think I can't live up to what I'm supposed to
I wear my heart on my sleeve but sometimes it soaks through
Look in the mirror and I don't feel like myself damn
Hoping that somebody comes and helps me with my health
I got a lot up on my mind
I put my problems on the shelf
She said she looked me in the eyes
And knew the problems that I felt
I put my pride aside
Thinking to myself should I drink cyanide
I tried to escape the wave but got caught in the tide
What do I do, what do I do now
Either way, I feel like I lose now
Either way, life got me confused now
Either way, I need a new route
I need a new out, I need a new out
I feel like I put my heart on these songs for expression
But my life do not get no better
Praying to God he would right all my wrongs
For the day that I thought I should up the baretta
I lay on my floor and waste time to depression
Escape to my mind where I dream about cheddar
Stabbed in my back like a million times
So I know very well that nothing last forever
And I know very well this is just an endeavor
People try to live through me like I'm their successor
I hope God hears my voice and forgive this transgressor
And I'm killing the noise when I'm smoking this pressure
I don't know how ill keep it together
Struggle to face the man up in the mirror
Look at the future and wish it was clearer
Too many things on my mind to consider
But ill sit here and take it all out on my liver
Mixing the moscato with the soju
I'm eating all these edibles just like its soul food
She pulling up it's the new me mixed with the old you
I had to grind to get this far up on my own two
My mind designed me with these scars here I can show you
Some days I think about giving up, I ain't gon hold you
Some days I think I can't live up to what I'm supposed to
I wear my heart on my sleeve but sometimes it soaks through

Written by:
Zach Taylor

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