Au-T - Sometimes It Still Hurts, Pt. 1

Sometimes it still hurts
And I hate that I still think about you cause
Honestly you don't even deserve my thoughts and they say forgive but don't forget
But I would wipe out every memory of you if I had the choice
I wanna forget everything about you
I want to forget your voice and when I close my eyes I want it to be too hard to picture You
I want to forget the bad and the good too
And maybe I wish we would've just stayed strangers
Cause sometimes I think I regret meeting you
I guess my head and my heart are aligned right now because in my head I almost hate You
But my heart wants to look past the bad and continue to love you
One day I wrote a poem that said if my heart was a person she would hate me
She would beat me until I felt dead enough to barely breathe but alive enough to still feel Pain
Because this is how I set her up to feel when I take the chance of forcing her to love Someone who is not able to love her back
I added that in this poem because I did it again
I'm sorry heart
I'm sorry that I set you up again
And maybe my punishment was this one sided soul tie
I know this is selfish but I hate how you get to hurt me and continue to live a happy life
I got the knife while you walked out pain free
I say God brings people into my life for a reason
But I'm still trying to figure out what the purpose behind this could be
Cause I got nothing from you
And luckily you got what you wanted out of me
I poured into you and you left me half empty
So you won take your trophy

Written by:
Autumn Hopson

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